Pleasure | Alex x reader

10

I woke up and it was 3:00 pm, I didn't even know when or how did I fall asleep. I forced myself out of bed and went downstairs to find my dad watching the news.

'Hey dad'
'Hi, did you have a good sleep?' He asked me, still focusing on the TV.
' dad there's something I wanna talk to you' I walked towards the couch and sit across him.
' What is it?' He turned off the tv.
' how does it feel like being in love ?' I asked.
' It feels amazing. Being in love is beautiful. I think being in love is the romantic part. Middays nap in the sheets, the jokes, the laughs, the fun long conversation with no pauses, the heart to heart conversation.' He grabbed my hands and formed a sweet smile.
' thanks dad' I hugged him.

After the conversation with my dad, I went upstairs and decided to call Alex.

' Alex, are you busy?' I asked.
'No' he still sound angry.
'Can you meet me at the park?'
' yeah sure' he hanged up.

- at the park -
' so, why did you want to see me?' He asked while sitting on the swing next to me.
' it's about what happened today, I'm sorry' I apologized.
' no it's okay' he sighed.
' but Alex, everything I said today I was being serious. I hope you give it a serious thought Alex.'
' why do you like me? I've never been good to you. I've always hurt you.' He got up from the swing and was about to walk away but I stopped him.
' it's you, because no one else makes sense. I am drawn into you. I hate myself for loving you also, but being with you makes me happy even though you gave me pain. Alex please I need you. Please, Alex.' At this point I was breaking down, tears falling non stop.

He walked away without turning back. Without even a simple goodbye.

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