Pleasure | Alex x reader

9

I woke up to the birds chirping out the window, the moment I woke up I realized that I'm not home. I was naked on the bed, and I saw that there was someone beside me on the bed. I hesitated to toss him over to face me, but I gotta do it. I turn him over, only to see Alex peaceful sleeping face in front of him. Oh no . . . Don't tell me that we . . . did 'it'. At this point, I'm just angry and embarrassed at myself. He was being a jerk to me, and now to only find myself beside him . . . that's not what I want.

'Oh you up?' Alex kisses my shoulder and back hug me.
'Alex, we did it right?' I asked him, coldly.
'Yea' that's his answer, just yeah.
'You know what I'm out of here' As I was about to get up, he grabs my hand, making me fall next to him.
'You are not going anywhere' he hugs me in his arms tightly, making me feel a little uneasy.
'But that's someone else house' I slap his arms.
'My friend's house, his parents won't be home for weeks and he knows we both are here. He wouldn't dare to disturb us. Also it's fucking 7 o'clock in the morning bro' I can hear the annoyance in his voice.
'I'm sorry' I struggle to get out of his arms to maintain some distance, but he was holding me so tight.
'Don't try to leave' and now he hugs me even tighter, leaving no choice for me but to sleep in his warm embrace. Oh, that's home. I like being in his arms, whenever he holds me I feel warm and safe. I kiss his chest and go back to sleep.

-11 am-

I woke up to only see an empty space beside me. Where's Alex? I cut off the thought about him and start cleaning myself. As I was about to go into the shower, someone knock on the door.
'Come in'
'Hey it's Alex, your friend came by this morning and bring you some extra clothes. It's on the bed. And also she's downstairs right now' he shouted at the other side.
'Okay got it' I replied.

After taking a nice shower, I put on the hoodie and shorts that my friend brought for me and hop downstairs. Everyone's gathering around the kitchen, waiting for lunch to be served.
'Hey guys' I wave at them
'God what took you so long?' Camille nags and I laugh at her.
' lunch's ready' Carlos made us some pasta for lunch.
'Thank you' I smiled at him.
' Thank you' Alex mimics my voice.

After finishing our lunch, Alex decided to bring me home. On our way home, the whole car ride was silent. I decided to ask him a question, to break the awkwardness.
'Alex can I ask you something'
He nods
'Who's that girl you were with at school yesterday?'
'U-uhh she is my f-friend' he stutters, if he stutters that mean he's lying.
'I hope you're not lying' I snap.
'If I lie, it's none of your concern' he snaps right back at me.
'What do you mean, Alex? We are friends remember?' I semi-yell at him.
'Come on don't ruin my mood' he sigh.
'I'm trying to work out our relationship Alex' at this point, I have to hold back in my emotions. I can't pour it all out.
'What relationship??? We are just sex buddy remember' he shakes his head.
'Oh yeah sex buddy. Yes I'm your fucking toy and I'm tired of it, Alex. I want something real to happen between us' I told myself to not pour out my emotions, but it just slip out of my mouth.
' You know I'm not ready for that, don't you?' He yelled at me.
'Fine whatever'

After the whole thing happened in the car ride, I came back home to find myself crying my eyes out. Why should I cry over him? He's a jerk. He doesn't deserve me. Why do I even like him? Why can't I just . . . stay this way with him? Why can't I just stay this way without developing any feelings for him? I am thorn inside.

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