silent

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'I can't believe he never brought my tea last night. He just took her and completely forgot about me, fucking basterd. He's lucky I like y/n, she entertans me and she always dose things right.'
I got dressed (well the best I could) and went down for breakfast.
'He better not have forgotten my breakfast' I marched into my dining room to find a 4-corse breakfasts.
"My apologies for last night my lord, I promise it won't happen again." I sat down and layed my napkin in my lap
"It better not" he stood by my side until I was done as always.
"Was it good my lord?" 'Hes never asked me if it was good afterwards before, he must be in a good mood. I wonder if he got some last night.'
"I wish" he whispered as he walked in the kitchen with all the dishes.

I woke up alone and was actually happy, I got to slEEP IN! I got up after a little while because sebastian hasn't come to get me up yet and that's unusual. I walked over to my window and climbed out on the roof. It was cold but it felt nice.

"No Pluto! you can't eat may-rin!"the servants ran around after the demon hound, I sat and laughed like usual.

"Not going to go help them?" Sebastian came out and sat behind me.

"No, why should I?" He laughed and rubbed my head.
"We should be getting inside, you will get sick sitting out in the cold." He put his jacket over my body.
"Come along" he extended his hand, I took it and felt a sharp pain in my head.
"Ah!" I let go of his hand and held my head, I started to loose my balance.
"Y/n!" Sebastian grabbed me before I fell off the edge. I continued to hold my head in pain as images flooded through my mind.

"Dad, what are you doing?" I walked out of the back and sat down.
"Well my dear, I was just thinking about somwthing" I learned in and listened to him intensely, my dad always has the most interesting thoughts.
"Well... I was thinking about the past, and what it would have been like if I did things differently" I sat quietly waiting for his next words, he was up to somthing again.
"My dear? How would you like to help me do an experiment" he turned and smiled a me his usual creepy smile. I had a bad feeling, but not like the other times, this time..
Its different.

"Ah!" My eyes snapped open and I was looking at Crimson eyes.
"Dear are you ok?"he brushed the hair out of my face and helped me stand straight.
"Yea I'm fine I just..." I didn't know what to say honestly, I had no idea what was going on, or why I was getting these flash backs.
"Y/n, y/n!" Sebastian put his hand on the side of my face
"You need to tell me what's going on." I brushed his hand off and walked back to my window and climbed down.
"I'm not even sure what's going on" I whispered but I know he heard me.
He put his arms around me and started humming in ny ear.
"What are you doing?" I turned my body around towards him.
"Just waiting for you to tell me" he smiled his closed eye smile, I lightly slaped him.
"I told you I don't know, I just keep seeing, I'm not sure" he waited for my next words intensely.
"I keep seeing people, I think I used to know them."
"What do these people look like?" I took a minute to think, I could almost see their face, it was the man in white, he terrified me.
"Ahh!" My head filled with sharp pains, a lot more than usual but this time my mind flooded with images, and I could see their faces.
I held my head and fell to the floor in agony.
I saw a family, I think it was mine. I reached out to them but they disappeared and turned into someone else
"Hello" it was a man in a long robe and a hat that was longer.
"Hehehe" he laughed and held up a gun
"Wha!" Then everything went black.

"Y/n!" She fell once again, and held her head in pain. I need to find a way to stop this.
"Sebastian, what is going on?" They young lord came in and rushed over when he saw y/n.
"What's going on?!"
"I'm not sure my lord!" All of a sudden she stopped and went limp.
"Y/n!y/n!" Ciel yelled at the top of his lungs but she was unresponsive.
"she is breathing, let's get her into bed" I set her down and felt her forehead.
"Shes not sick but somthing is going on" ciel stopped and thought for awhile.
"We will take her to see the undertaker" he turned to leave
"Yes my lord" I picked up y/n and took her out to the carriage.
"My lord I am going to have to ask you to keep a good eye on her while we are riding" he looked over at her and nodded. All that's left now is to get her there.

'Where am I?' I looked around only to see bodys, like a morgue.
"Dear would you be a doll and help me move these" the man I saw before was holding one of the bodys.
"Its time for this lovely lady's funeral yes it is" I got up but it wasnt me in control its like I had done this before.
"So how is your little project that you wont let me see going?" This wasnt me talking yet it is.
"Oh it's going very well in fact" everything started to go blurry,no looked at my hands to see them covered in blood, I looked back up to see the man in white. The same scenario is been seeing.
"No"
"Why no, Do you really care about her that much?"
I turned my head to see a woman standing behind me she looked weak but I knew this woman.
"Fine, then you can join her" I looked back at the man to see something I couldn't believe.

"Bang!"