silent

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My eyes snapped open to see ciel's face.
"My lord" I whispered, my eyes still kinda blurry
"Y/n, oi! sebastian!" The carriage came to a halt and I sat up quickly
" no it's fine we don't have to stop" I frantically wave my hands trying to deter them.
"What are you talking about?" Ceil said right before sebastian opened the door.
"Ah so your awake" I nodded at the ground.
"Where are we going"
"Well dear we are taking you to the undertaker" I didn't know who that was but it didn't sound friendly.
"Oh no it's fine we can go back to the manor"
"Really? Are you sure?" Ciel asked
"Yes really I feel fine" I put on a fake smile and saw right throught me, but when he went to say something
"Sebastian take us home" and order, somthing sebastian cant resist.
"...very well my lord.. I will still be doing a check up on her when we get back to the manor." My heart sank into my stomach.

'Y/n is acting different and its twords me, she would never lose her composer like that she to... well, composed.'
I keep my eyes on the road but still, my mind wonders.
'I wonder if it has something to do with the vision she has been seeing.' I continued to ponder as we arrived in front of the manor.
"After you madam"i held the door open for y/n and she avoided eye contact.
"Thanks" her voice was low.
"My lord"
"Tss" 'rude little prick.'

I got lunch ready for the young lord after bardroy set everything on fire once again I sent him to get y/n.

"Ay, miss y/n, sebastian sent me ta get cha" I knew that voice anywhere
"Come in!" I put down the brush after battling it for the last hour , it tangles so easily just not brushing it for 4 hours turned it into a hornet's nest.
"You look lovely if I do say so myself madam."
"You dont have to call me madam bard, just call me y/n" he blushed at my comment.
"Oh, ha, well ok then, y/n."
"Haha, your so weird at times, but in a good way." I patted his cheek hand he blushed even more, it was funny"
"Eh hem!" We both turned to the door to see Sebastian standing there, arms crossed and all.
"Am I interrupting somthing?" I rolled my eyes and walked past him to the kitchen.

"Sebastian, I wasnt trying to-"
"Save it, next time stay on task, your on duty after all" 'I wanted to rip his throat out, how dare he touch her, well she touched him but...ugg'
"Get back to work"
"Yes sir!" He ran off as well, now time to go find y/n.

I went outside to the stables and started taking care of the horse's.
"Y/n" I froze
"You alright?" He put an hand on my shoulder, I didn't move.
"Darling, what ever you saw you need to tell me." I looked to the ground, 'what should I do?'
"I'm just freaked out about all these visions, but I pretty much just saw what I usually see, that same scene." I put my hand on his.
'I wont believe what I saw'
"It will be ok darling," I looked back at him.
"Let's go inside." He lead my by hand back to my room.
"Y/n" I stopped half way throught opening the door.
"If anything is wrong, I need you to tell me" he took both hands in his.
"Please," he put a hand on the side of my face.
"I couldn't bare if anything happened to you" I felt like crying at this point and that's rare for me.
"I'm fine, I just need some sleep." I looked down, I felt his stare as we stood in time.
"Hm..." he pulled me into his chest
"Would you mind if I join you?" I looked up holding a raised eyebrow.
"I'm just going to take nap, beside you have stuff to do." I straightened up his tail coat and smoothed down his hair.
"...your right" he looked at me for a minute and I kissed his nose and lead him to the door.
"If you want to do something for me then get me some tea please." I patted the side of his face and shut the door letting out a sigh.
'That was close' he knows somthing is wrong but he knows not to push it.
I pulled the curtains closed and layed down.

"How is she?" Ciel placed his tea cup down and resumed reading his papers.
"Shes hiding something." I refilled the lords tea then resumed my statue state.
"Then getting it out of her."
"My lord....is this an order?"
"Yes, at any mean necessary." My blood boiled with rage and my eyes morphed.
"Is that a problem?"
".....no...my lord" 'I pitty you now for your fate will be painful.'
I was dismissed and I went to check on y/n. I need to get information out of her soon, I couldn't live with myself if I had to bring it to that.
I made my way up to her room and took a peek inside.
".." She was sleeping, good. Making my way to the kitchen I saw finny with somthing peculiar.
"Finny, what is that?" He jumped and turned around hiding the object behind his back.
"Oh nothing sebastian, I was just taking a break but I'll get back to work now." He put one hand on the back of his head looking nervous ,'Whatever he has, it smells like y/n' I let out a growl and stood in front of him with my hand out.
".." he silently gave me the object but it wasnt what I was expecting.
"What is this" I inspected the rectangular object, it appeared to be advanced.
"I'm not sure I found it when I was cleaning y/n's room" I glared hard and he shrank back.
"Get back to work, I will return it to her." He walked off sulking.
Now what is this? I messed with it for a while and I ended up pressing the ovile button on the bottom and it lit up. It showed the time and there was a picture of some big octopus man think (kori sensie, assasination classroom). I touched the screen and another screen popped up asking for a password. 'So I cant get in without that code.' I pondered on what it could be.
"Wwaahhh!!" I will return it to her later, right now I have work to do.

I woke up about two hours later. I drew back the curtains and climbed up ontop of the roof.
'I wonder what these dreams mean?'
As I was thinking I saw somthing by the woods lining, more like someone, but I couldn't make out who they were, after a few seconds he disappeared into the wood. I climbed down the side of the manor after almost falling. He went to the right of the manor so if I want to follow him without being seen then I should fan out away from him before closing in.
I went around the side of the manor and followed him at a distance.
Once I was able to get close enough I realised it was sebastian.
'Oh God now what is he doing, I'm positive he knows I'm here so why is he acting like this.
"Sebastian what are you playing at now?" He didn't answer ,he just stared out into the trees. I stopped
"Sebastian?" I went up to him and
He finally turned to me.
"Is somthing wrong?" He looked back in the direction he was looking.
"Hey, dont just ignore me." I went to put my hand on his shoulder but when I did he simply vanished.
"Aah! Sebastian!" I dropped to the ground.
what was going on?! Was I still dreaming?
I sat there for a minute trying to comprehend my situation, I didn't understand what was going on anymore, what's real and what isn't, I just felt like crying.
"Y/n" I jumped up and ran I didn't care who it was or what they want I just wanted to be alone right now.

I went up to y/n's room to find her gone, I instantly did a full scale search of the manor even the roof and she was no where to be found.
'If that filthy angel took her it will be his last breath.'
I caught her smell and followed it into the woods where I found her on the ground crying.
"Y/n" I went to comfort her but she ran at the first sound of my voice.
I followed her of course but I made myself unseen.

I just want to be left alone right now, I dont know what's real and what's not. I found myself in town and I decided to stop and get something to eat.
"Barts cafe huh?" A small but clean place, it was nice.

"Hello! Welcome, how my I help you today?" A old man greeted me, there was no one else in the store.
"Oh yes I'll take one beef curry and earl gray tea please." He took my order and I payed a little more than I was planning to, but still worth it.
"Is it to your liking ma'am?" A young woman came up to my table.
"Oh yes, thank you" I looked around at the empty store and then to the streets, it was beautiful outside, the sun shined throught the window and lights the beige tinted walls. Honestly it made me feel at home.

I watched her throught the window of the shop, she looked calmed down now, I think I'll go in now.

"Is this seat taken?"
"Oh no-" I looked up at the person in front of me to find the one person I didn't want to see right now.
"What are you doing here?" He took a seat and went to grab my hand, I pulled away.
"Darling.." we sat quietly, I saw the waitress looked over at us and whispering to each other.
"We should go."
"I agree." We walked out of the shop and sat down at a bench In front of the water fountain.
"Dear as much as I hate to push this but we need to face this, you can't keep running." I stayed quiet because I knew he was right.
"Ok" I had nothing else to say
"Really, that was easy" I got up and started walking back to the manor.
Sebastian followed quickly behind me without a word.

"Ah your back, welcome" when we walked in bard greeted us.
"Hello.." I walked past him and up the stairs. I went to my room and got changed.
"Y/n" sebastian called me throught the door, I walked over and opened it slowly.
"May I come in?" I opened the door wider allowing him to come in.
"Now," he took my hand and led me to the bed
"I want you to tell me everything." I kept quiet for a moment, should I tell him?
"I start out running...from someone...then i turn the corner and I'm on my knees..blood covered...and a woman behind me." I should stop there.
"No, tell me." He read my mind again.
"The man in white..and a gun shot to the head. Then I wake up." I cant tell him yet.
"...is that all?" I kept my mouth shut but held his hand tight.
"Alright, then that will do for now." He kissed my forehead, and gave me a gentle smile.

His smile always makes me feel better.