Warm Water // Cro

8. Reue & Vergnügen

He lifted me up from the ground and set me down on the little couch they had in there. He took my shirt off, running his fingers at my ribs. I grabbed the end of his shirt and pulled it off. He had his fingers at the top of my shorts, he unbuttoned them and slid them down.

Oh shit. This is getting serious and there is definitely no way back.

I fiddled out of my shorts and they fell to the ground. I grabbed his zipper, unzipping his pants. He shook them off with eagerness. I was reaching for His hand when he pulled my hands and pinned them down on the sofa.

"Fuck.", he said, I could feel him. This all felt like Déjà vu.

He started kissing up my jaw and then back down to my neck. He sucked on it for a while making me feel wide awake.

He let one of his hands free and held both my hands with one hand. He inched his fingertips close to the band of my underwear. He pulled them down, making me shiver. He let go of my hands. I wasn't about to be the only one exposed. I inched my hands to his underwear and pulled them down. I smirked at him.

"I want you so bad Clara.", he whispered. "If I wait any longer..."

With that I gave him a nod.

He entered me, it was the most amazing feeling. He started to thrust into me, faster and faster. I was moaning out words that didn't even reside in the dictionary.

"Oh god.", I moaned out.

I was clawing my fingers into Carlos back. He was grunting German words into my ear. The pleasure was building and soon enough we where both laying on the couch.

Panting and sweating. Sticky and wet.

After we came off our high I looked at his eyes. They where brown, always brown. If the right lighting they would get lighter. His hands started to reach for his mask. He took off the band that held it in place. Then he untied the back of it. For the first time ever I saw his real face.

He had strong cheekbones and somewhat thin eyebrows. His eyes where the same as always, so was his jawline.

"You can't tell anyone.", Carlo said setting his for head on top of mine. "No one."

"I won't." I answered back, kissing him.

He got off of me and put on his underwear. Then his clothes. I did the same thing. I fixed my hair looking at the glass on the recording box.

We looked at each other but didn't say a thing. When he went to go turn the door knob. It was open. We went outside and no one was there. He went to go check the window, nobodies cars where there.

"Come on, I'll show you something.", Carlo said holding out his hand. We went up some stairs and before I knew it we where on the roof. He sat down on one chairs that where up there, I sat down on one also. "Ich weiß nicht."

"Huh?", I asked in confusion.

"I don't know, why we did that.", Carlo said, rubbing his hands on his face. "Clara, you have to know I didn't mean for that to happen."

"But it did and I thought it was actually something.", I said standing up from my chair. "I knew it was a mistake. Getting involved with all of you. I should have left the moment you came or the moment you invited us to the club."

On that note I left, I went down the stairs and back to the studio room to get my bag. I opened the front door and slammed it hard.

I walked across the driveway and onto the road. With my luck there is a busy street if I keep going straight, since I don't have a number for a cab. I walked faster in hopes I would get there earlier.

I have been walking for about ten minutes. With no direction on where I am going. I tried to check my phone but since it was lost all night it had no battery. Should have taken my own advice and not given him the best ride of his life.