I smiled as I walked hand in hand with Matt through the mall.
I absolutely love spending time with him.
He's so funny and caring, and he watches out for me.
Ever since I first met him, he's always had my back.
Always beat the crap out of any guy that looked at me wrong or treated me bad.
Bought me gifts to cheer me up when I was feeling down.
He's just always been there for me.
I didn't realize how much I loved him until he told me he wanted to be with me.
And now, I couldn't imagine being happier.
But I have no idea how I got myself into the situation that I'm in.
I love Matt.
But I also love Zacky.
They both have traits that I love and I want.
It's like I'm two different people when I'm around each of them.
I never imagined I would be the kind of girl to cheat.
I've always despised cheaters.
But now that I am one of them, I realize the appeal.
I get the best of both worlds.
The only thing I can hope for is that Matt doesn't find out.
I can't lose him.
But I don't want to lose Zacky either.
They are both too important to me.
I looked up at Matt and saw his smiling face as he waved at some fans.
I grinned and pushed myself into his side.
He wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me even closer.
He tilted my head up and gave me a kiss.
He pulled away and my eyes were still closed, my lips puckered and waiting for more.
When Matt's lips didn't touch mine again, I opened my eyes and pouted.
"Not fair." I grumbled.
He chuckled and gave me another kiss.
It was a lot more passion filled then the last one.
And also full of love.
No one's ever made me feel the way that Matt does.
"Mmm. You should take me home now." I told him with a smirk as I looked up at him through my eyelashes.
"Is that right?" He asked me with a grin.
"Mmhmm. Right now. Speed, run red lights. Just get me home." I said, wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling him close.
"It sounds like a plan to me." Matt said in a husky voice.
I grinned and he pulled me quickly through the mall.
We were almost to the door when Matt and Jason Berry saw us and waved my Matt over.
Matt groaned but put a smile on his face anyway.
I grinned and ran my hand up his spine slowly.
He shivered and I grinned in victory.
"Dude where the hell you been!" Jason asked.
"What do you mean where have I been? You know where I live man." Matt laughed.
"Didn't know if it was safe to enter or not." Matt B. said, giving me a smirk.
I smiled and pointed over to the food court.
"Let's sit down so you guys can catch up." I told them all with a smile.
Matt looked over at me with wide eyes.
I nodded and put my arm around his waist, leading him over to the table.
I ran my fingers around his waist band teasingly and he caught my hand, looking down at me with lust filled eyes.
I grinned and sat down.
Matt took a seat next to me and the Berry's did the same.
I put my hand on Matt's thigh, and he was close enough to the table that no one could see my hand.
I looked down and smirked, squeezing Matt's thigh as he talked to the guys.
I got the satisfaction of seeing him squirm in his seat as I continued to tease him.
I ran my hand up and down his thigh, lightly across his stomach and waist band.
He jerked and tried to grab my hand nonchalantly so no one would notice.
I grinned and kissed his cheek, pulling my hand away.
I gently cupped him and he pushed his chair back abruptly.
"Sorry to cut this short guys. But me and Missy have stuff we really need to get done." Matt said in an urgent voice.
I looked over at him with big eyes.
"What do we need to do baby?" I asked him innocently.
He looked down at me and his eyes were hard and full of lust.
I had to bite my lip to control myself.
"You remember, that thing we were talking about earlier." He explained with big eyes.
"Hmm. I don't remember. But obviously it's important. We'll see you later guys." I told them with a smile.
I stood up and Matt jumped up too, pulling me in front of him.
I looked up at him in confusion but shut my mouth when I felt the explanation poking me in the back.
I smirked and pressed back against Matt.
He wrapped his arm around me and pulled me tighter and I could've groaned.
"Gotta go guys." Matt said.
He pulled me away and held my waist tightly as we raced to the door.
"It's gonna take too long baby." I groaned loudly.
Matt stopped in his tracks and looked around.
"Fuck! You're right. Over here!" He said, pulling me down the hall towards the bathroom.
I laughed uncontrollably as Matt pushed me into women's bathroom and put up a 'closed' sign.
He closed the door and locked, practically running over to me and slamming me down on one of the counters.
I groaned loudly and held Matt tight as he pressed his body closer and closer.
I pulled his shirt over his head, wanting to feel his skin against mine.
I ran my fingertips over his hard chest and down to his jeans as he squeezed my hips tightly.
"I love you Matt." I breathed out.
He smiled and kissed me roughly.
"I love you too." He gasped.
That was all I needed to hear.
And the only thing that mattered in this moment was us.
