"Babe you sure you don't want to come?" Matt asked me as I laid on the couch of the bus.
"Yeah, I just want to relax. But have fun." I told him with a grin.
"What about Zacky?" Johnny asked.
"Yeah. Where is my partner in crime?" Brian asked.
I looked back towards the bunks and Zacky's curtain was drawn closed.
Brian tiptoed back there and threw the curtain open, jumping into the bunk next to Zacky.
I heard Zacky start to laugh and they talked for a couple minutes.
Brian came back and made his way to the bus door.
"He's not feeling too good. He's gonna skip out on the bar tonight." Brian explained.
Matt nodded and bent down to kiss me.
"We'll be gone a while." He told me softly.
I smiled and kissed his lips again.
"Take your time baby. Your gonna have fun." I told him with a smile.
He grinned and kissed me once more.
"Maybe hurry a little bit." I said.
Matt chuckled and stood up straight, making his way over to the door.
"Bye babe." Matt called again.
"Bye Matt." I called.
All the guys walked out the door and locked it behind them.
I carried on watching t.v., trying to keep it down so I didn't disrupt Zacky's beauty sleep.
Twenty minutes passed and I heard movement in the back of the bus.
I didn't turn and look, I alreadt knew who it was.
I felt Zacky get closer and closer and suddenly I wasn't on the couch anymore.
I yelped loudly and held onto Zacky tightly.
"What the hell are you doing?" I asked.
"Taking you to bed." Zacky said simply.
"You think its so easy, don't you?" I asked him.
He laid me on his bunk and got in next to me.
"Looks simple enough to me." Zacky chuckled.
"What was up with you bringing up Val? You know I can't stand her." I told him angrily.
"Aww. Is that what upset you?" Zacky asked in a baby voice.
I growled angrily and pushed him off the bunk, stepping over him.
Zacky jumped up and pushed me against the wall.
He pinned my hands down and started kissing up and down my neck.
"Stop." I said meekly, trying to push him away.
Zacky found my sweet spot and started to gently suck on it.
I groaned loudly and pulled him tightly against me.
We started ripping at each others clothes and the next few hours consisted of nothing but short breaths and moans.
"Shh!" Matt whispered, followed by hushed laughs.
I tried to hold in my laugh as the guys tried to be quiet coming on to the buses.
I switched on the light and Johnny let out a high pitched screamed as he jumped into Jimmy's arms.
I started laughing hysterically and Jimmy started laughing, tripping over Matt's leg and falling on top of Johnny.
That made Brian and Matt start laughing hysterically and that got Zacky's attention.
He came from the back and saw the huge mess in front of him and laughed.
"Never a dull moment with you guys." Zacky said with a laugh.
"Definitely not." I laughed as Matt started walking towards me.
I grinned as I looked up into his eyes.
He's so adorable when he's drunk.
He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me close, running his nose up and down my neck.
I moaned softly and Matt chuckled.
He had that look in his eye and I giggled.
"I don't think so honey." I told him, moving his arms from around me.
"Why not?" He whined.
"You are way to drunk." I told him.
"Doesn't effect me at all." He laughed.
"I'm sure it wont. But you need your rest." I told him.
I saw Zacky smirk out of the corner of my eye.
I rolled my eyes and he saw it.
"Come on baby. Lets get you to bed." I told Matt, putting his arm around my neck.
He groaned and complained the whole way there but the second his head hit the pillow, he sighed in relief.
I went and got each of them some aspirin and made sure they drank it before I got to Matt.
His eyes were closed and I could hear him lightly snoring.
He's so adorable.
I shook him.
"Matt?" I said.
He let out a groan but didn't open his eyes.
"Come on Matt. Take the aspirin and you can go back to sleep." I told him softly.
He opened his eyes slowly.
"Are you gonna sleep with me and cuddle?" He asked in a cute little voice.
"Of course I am. But only if you take the aspirin." I told him.
He sat up softly and took the aspirin and water.
He chugged it down and then fell back.
He took off his shirt and tried to squirm out of his jeans without much luck.
I laughrd softly and pulled them off of him the rest of the way.
He smiled and opened his arms wide, waiting for me.
I grinned and looked around me, making sure all the curtains were closed before I slipped out of my sweats.
Matt smirked as he looked me over and I crawled in the bed.
I kissed him softly and laid my back against his chest.
His arm wrapped around my waist and I smiled as he snuggled into my neck.
He kissed my neck gently and took a deep breath.
"I missed you the whole time. You never once left my mind." Matt murmured into my ear.
I smiled widely at his sweet words but it quickly faded.
I thought back to what me and Zacky did a few hours ago
Matt was no where in my thoughts while I was with Zacky.
An overwhelming guilt filled me and made me frown.
Matt kissed my neck again and it snapped me from my thoughts.
"I missed you too baby." I whispered.
I felt him smile against my neck and slowly fall asleep.
The guilty feeling never once left me and it had me wondering.
Am I always going to feel this way?
