i say the words "im sorry" a lot
i said i was sorry because we ran out of avocados at work
i said i was sorry because i left a piece of paper in my pocket and it got washed and ruined my pants
i said i was sorry because i was tired and my teacher asked me twice to finish my assignment
i said i was sorry when i dropped a plate, realizing no one was around
i whispered "im sorry" to myself last  night in the mirror
when i do the stupid things i do
i think my last words will be "im sorry"
when i finally leave this world
im sorry, im sick of life
it's a repetitive cycle of nothing
i let others hurt me but i can't show that, right?
cause im strong? im able to function and balance myself? that's nothing but a bunch of nonsense.
im nothing. im not going to mean anything to anyone, ever.
now
im sorry you had to hear the truth about me

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