Who am I

Seven

"He came home crying."

"CRYING?" I shouted into the phone.

"Harry! what do mean crying?"

"He came him mumbling something to himself. I asked what was wrong and he yelled, 'JUST FRIENDS!' and then cried going to his room. I have no idea what he meant by just friends." I gave Emily a look. She looked nervous.

"But I guees he feels better because he's having someone come over. I though it was Hazel but since your with Emily I guess not." I froze. Who?

"Find out who it is." Emily shouted.

"Geez! Okay!" About 2 minutes later he's back on the phone. "Its.."

"It's who! WHO?"

"Clam down, its Peyton." Emily struggles to find something to say back. So I step in for her.

"Okay. Well talk to you later." I hit the end button and got off the bed.

"Are you okay?" Emily turned her head in disbelief.

"Yeah. Why should I care anyways. Were just friends." To be honest I cared a lot. I still liked Niall. A LOT. But I couldn't let people know I was weak. All I wanted to do is cry. But I didn't cause Emily would know something is up.

"Okay. So wanna bake cookies or something?" I nodded and we walked downstairs.

Niall's POV

Just friends huh? Why am I still trying. She obviously hates me. I called Peyton up to apologize for leaving her at the movie theaters.

"Hey Peyton, sorry about leaving you at the movie theaters."

"Yeah. So I'm coming over right?"

"Uh I guess so?"

"No you mean so."

"That doesn't make sense."

"Whatever. I'll be by in 10 minutes." she hung up before I could reply. Hazel never acted this way. She was sweet and cute. Peyton's the opposite. She's pushy and hot. Ugh why am I still thinking about Hazel. She is no longer my girlfriend. I was pulled away from my thoughts when Harry knocked on my door.

"Hey? Um so who's coming over? I couldn't help but over hear."

"Oh Peyton." He nodded and left. Weird. I wasn't even that loud. My phone started vibrating thinking it was Peyton.

'Why?'

-Emily

Why was she texting me why? I texted her back to find out what why meant.

'Why what? What did I do?'

'Why Peyton?'

-Emily

Peyton? how did she know. Goddamnit! That's why Harry asked. And Hazel was with her. Ugh. Now I feel bad... wait why should I feel bad.

"Get out of my head." I mentally smacked my head. I had to stop thinking of Hazel. I've noticed I really changed. Who am I now?

"How was the smack session?" I looked up only to see Peyton.

"Oh.. you saw that?"

"Yes. Yes I did." She laughed. Hazel wouldn't have laughed. Wait. SHIT NIALL STOP IT.

"Sorry babe." Babe? with that she came up to me sitting on my lap trying to make out with me. I didn't kiss back. I wasn't in the mood for kissing.

"What's wrong now?" She sounded annoyed. "huh come on Niall. Stop thinking of her. She's your past now I'm your present."

"I know but it's just..."

"Just what? Come on Ni. Pick."

Pick? was she having me chose. "Pick! Me or Hazel." I struggled to find an answer. If I picked Peyton It would be awkward and the fans would hate that Peyton is a round.

But if I picked Hazel, I would be happy. But who knows if she would take me back. I wouldn't take me back.

Ugh why. WHY is this so damn difficult. Peyton sometimes makes me happy.

But Hazel always makes me happy. but then again she hates me.

At least Peyton likes me. Or is she using me only because I'm famous. No no no no. I'm just over thinking. How would the guys react if I picked Peyton. Probably hate me.

They would happy if i choose Hazel. Louie really missed her, but I really missed her too. i guess I was lost in my thoughts for so long that when I went to look at Peyton she was leaving.

"Wait Peyton." I grabbed her wrist twirling her around to face me.

"What! Your obviously going to pick Hazel, so what's the point for me being here. You know Niall ever since I met you you you you've been causing me to stre-" I cut her off by kissing her. I know I shouldn't have but I did. She pushed away speechless. She was staring at me. I looked down at my feet. She took her two fingers and lifted my chin up. My cheek had a sharp pain in it. Yes she slapped me. I covered my hand with my cheek in pain.

"No Niall. Were done." were done. it's over. déjà vu hit me. I was stunned. I thought maybe she would think I picked her. But to be honest I wasn't going to. She walked out slamming the door. It felt like the whole room shook.

"What the hell. Why is she slamming doors?" Harry ran into my room out of breath.

"Sh-sh- SHES GONE!"

"Woah there! Why do you sound happy?"

"Peyton she's gone now. I can go to Hazel now." He just sighed. Why is he sighing. He should be happy that I'm going to Hazel now.

"Well I don't think tonight you can."

"What? Why it's not like shes going somewhere important." I was annoyed on how the boys acted around me.

"You don't get it Niall. You destroyed her. She's moved on.

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