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Niall's POV
"I don't think I can do .this mate."
"It's okay Niall. She doesn't remember any of us and even her self." Liam stated.
"But she meant everything to me... I LOVE HER!"
"She'll be fine. The doctor said it's only temporary." Liam sounded a little annoyed from my complaining, but i don't care. i cant stop thinking of hazel.
"BUT WHAT IF ITS NOT! WHAT IF SHE STAYS LIKE THIS! " I shouted with anger and sadness.
"I think it's better if she did forget you and what you did!" I froze from those words. After he walked away I broke down.
After what happen to Hazel, I was never the same. When she woke up from a coma and finding out she doesn't remember anything and anyone was like having my hearth being pulled out an stabbed a million of times. I have no idea where she is. I have no contact what so ever. She probably just thinks I'm some creep. She must be so miserable.
Hazel's POV
After a couple days of being here and knowing more about me made me feel welcomed. A part of me still killed me that I don't remember my past and all of these people that love me. Ryan wanted me to start making new friends so he decided to throw a party with people that went to his school. My mom and dad took Ellie to the zoo for the day. I was up stairs getting ready. I've never been to a party before. I think. I wanted to make a first impression for these people so I decided to clean up. I got in the shower and just stood there thinking about what has happen from these pass couple days. Especially the first day I met Niall or as I was told my best friend but I don't have any memories of it so who knows. I was interrupted from my thoughts from someone knocking on the bathroom door. I turned off the shower and wrapped myself with a purple towel.
"Who is it?" I said quietly.
"It's Ryan. When your done I need to ask you something about someone."
"Kay. Give me 10 minutes." When I heard his footsteps leave I walked out and ran to my room.
I opened my closet door, and just grabbed a pair of sweat pants and a shirt just to chill in until the party. I slipped on my clothes and left my hair down to dry naturally. I walked down stairs into the living to see Ryan but instead I see the same boy that was in my hospital room. Niall.
"Oh my gosh Hazel!" He got up running to give me a hug. I backed up trying to deny his hug.
"What's wrong?" He seemed confused.
"Niall, please she's not really stabled." Ryan spoke coming out of the kitchen with a bowl of chips and three glasses of water on a tray. I sat down on the opposite couch of Niall not looking at him. But I know he was just staring at me which creep me out.
"Hazel?" Ryan snapped me out if my thoughts. "Do you know Niall?"
"Um.."
"Of course she does I'm her boy-" .
"NIALL STOP! Just shut up. You realize by telling her is going to have her remember what you did." Wait Niall did this? But what did he do? And why is Ryan mad at him?
"I know. But I just want her to remember me. I know I shouldn't have done it, it's just th-" again Niall was cut off.
"REALLY? YOU KNOW? Then why did you do it? Huh? To hurt my sister. Do you enjoy watching her getting hurt?" The room fell in silence. I heard some sobbing and that's when I realized Niall was crying.
"Hey, don't cry it's not your fault I'm like this?"
"But it is." He stood up in anger. "You might not remember me, but when you do you'll hate me not wanting to see me again. I hurt you and you don't remember."
"How?" I was curious on what happen to me. All Niall did was get up and head toward the door.
Niall's POV
After Hazel asked me how I hurt her it was like déjà vu. I couldn't do it. I decided to just leave. When I reached the door nob someone yanked on my wrist. I turned around in surprise.
"What happen?" Hazel seemed a little tense on what I gonna say. So I didn't say anything. I pulled my wrist from her grip and walked out. I know it sounds pretty mean but come on I don't wanna hurt her again.
Hazel's POV
I was upstairs getting ready for the party Ryan was throwing. While finding an outfit I thought about what happen with Niall. Why wouldn't he tell me. I wouldn't have remember anything anyways. 30 minutes passed and I was just finishing up on my hair. I just straighten my long ombré hair. I had a blue skater skirt on, with a grey tight shirt. I slipped on a pair a black vans. I was searching for a necklace on my vanity when something caught my eye. I sliver necklace with a small compass on it. There was a quote around the circle on the back it. 'There are no shortcuts to anywhere worth going.' I put it on and looked in the mirror before joining Ryan downstairs.
An hour later
Music was pounding throughout the whole house. There were like 300 people here. Half of them were drunk. Some guys tried taking me home with them. I was told before I got here I was supposed to be protected. I was pushing my way through the crowd to find Ryan.
"Hey Ryan! Ryan! RYAN!" I found Ryan talking to a group of guys. I guess he was to busy talking then protecting me. I ran up stairs praying to god no one came up here to make out or whatever. Thank god there was nobody just me, my quite room- which was sound proof, and my technology. I grabbed my laptop, my phone and jumped on my bed. I quickly scrolled through my contacts to find his number. After a few rings he picked up.
"Hello?"
"Hey Niall."
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Hey guys the picture in the side bar is what Hazels necklace looks like.
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