Who am I

Twelve

Hazels POV

I still was recovering from the attack I had earlier. It was just so unexpected.

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I was laying on my bed creepin' on Instagram. I thought about me and Nialls fight and how stupid it was.

Louie texted me asking if
Niall talked to me about the tour. I guess they were leaving in less then a month. I started to worry that if Niall is gone for to long he'll forget about me.

By now I was breathing really heavy. Everything around me started to get blurry. I had this weird feeling that I was getting hit by something. My body ached. I wanted to scream for help but there was no use. Nothing came out. I banged my fist against my wall notifying someone for help.

My mom came running upstairs almost tripping on her way up. She ran over to me held me. She kept on saying, "I'll be fine, I'll be fine." but really I won't be fine.

An hour later I was some what clam down. My mom called a doctor. She have me some medicine to numb my body from the pain I was having.

There I was. Laying on my bed. I hurt to move so i didn't bother. I over heard the conversation the doctor and my mom was having.

"Hazel will be alright as long as she takes her medicine." The doctor whispered. Well not much of a whispered but yeah. I also heard something about anxiety and PTSD. My body some how freaked out but the medicine reacted in time to clam me down again.

"Hello Ms. Woods. Are you feeling better." I tried my best to turn my head in the way of the person speaking.

"Yeah." From the beginning till now I still don't like him. Something about Tom just didn't seem right.

"Your mom and I was worry this would happen." I said nothing in responds.

"And we also talked about how you should take it easy for now on. Like take a couple weeks of school off, don't go on big trips." I know he meant the tour but I just kept on ignoring him.

"You need to understand that this is very serious. I also recommend therapy." I continued on being silent. I could tell he was getting annoyed. He kept on sighing and making up bullshit. Once he left my mom came in.

"Feeling better?" She came over to me sitting. I nodded. "Is it true that I need therapy and that I can't go anywhere?" I said soft on the verge of crying.

"You need to understa-" I cut her off straight away.

"So it is true! Mom I'm fine. Completely fine. Trust me."
By now I was crying. My mom was rubbing my back and telling me everything will be fine. I kept on crying until i cried myself to sleep.

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We walked inside Red Robin still unaware of what happen. I needed to talked to talk to Niall. I didn't realize we were seated until the waitress kept on asking me what I would like to drink.

"Uh I'll just have a water please." she nodded and left.

"Are you sure your all right. We left your house pretty quick. Does your mom know we took Ellie?" Shit. I wasn't supposed to leave the house.

"Yeah I texted her." I lied.

"I wanna draw!" Ellie screamed through the restaurant. She happen to get a waiters attention. He came over and handed her crayons and paper.

Ellie got to drawing as soon as he handed her the paper and crayons.

"Enjoy." the boy said as he winked. I looked at Niall and it looked like he took it the wrong way.

"So Niall." I said to him to distract him from the waiter.

"What."

"Uh nothing uh yeah nothing." I glanced over to Ellie. Her paper had a bunch of swirly marks on it.

"Hazel, i wanted to ask you something?" The tour.

"Yeah?"

"I don't know if you heard but one direction is going on tour next month. And we start in the UK." I was a little hesitated. I nodded.
"And since you're still going to school and you can't come with me... I was thinking the boys and I could get you tickets. When we come in the US."

"Like a different state?"

"Yeah, but it's up to you. Harry wanted to get Emily some tickets too, so you girls can go together." I smiled and nodded.

"Great! The tour starts November 6th. We won't be back in the US till January." the way he explain the tour sounded like a kid on Christmas Day.

"You and Emily get to pick the states you wanna come too. We talked to the manger and she said that you get a max of 7 states. Oh! And we pay for everything!" He continued on.

"Someone needs to pinch me." I swear I was dreaming.

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Boom! Hi guys here is the chapter I said I was gonna post. Sorry it's late all day I was celebrating my birthday. I'm 15 today! YAYA! Moving on. I didn't review the chapter that well. Wattpad is acting up and it's pissing me off so if I have mistake try to ignore them and I will soon fix it.

The next chapter might not be for a while but I don't know I might just throw one at you guys. I'm trying my best to make time for you guys. I love you guys so much and for all the support!!

If you could maybe vote i don't know that would be a pretty cool birthday present. Once again I love you guys.

I'll see all you beautiful people later 😘