Who am I

Fourteen

Nialls POV

In 2 weeks I get to see Hazel and I've never been happier. We got into the United States about couple weeks ago and so far it's amazing.

Hazel is coming to the show in New Orleans and then she's coming to the Tampa and Miami shows.

"Ready Niall?" I nodded and ran backstage.

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I walked back into the dressing room with a towel draped over my shoulder.

"Great concert boys!" Liam said. We agreed as we cheered.

"Why don't we go celebrate?

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Hazels POV

"I'm so, so, so, so, so, so, so nervous." I examined.

"Why? There's nothing to worry about." Emily patted my back.

"I know I know. God I don't know why I'm stressing. I'm just scared for his reaction."

"Calm down he won't know. Just don't tell him. Its easier."

"I know but I hate lying to him." I put my head in my hands.

"If you think about it. It's not your fault."

"I kissed him."

"Just say he kissed you first." She smiled.

"I told you. I hate lying to him." I rolled my eyes.

"I'm trying to help."

"I know you are I'm just scared. In 2 weeks I'm seeing him"

"Hey hun? Dinners ready." my mom peered her head from the kitchen. I looked at Emily and took a deep breath.

"Relax." Emily whispered in my ear.

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"So I wanted to tell you something." He looked into my eyes holding my hands.

"Yes?" I smiled.

"I think I'm falling for you."

"I think I'm falling for you too."

"So what about Niall? Are you going to tell him." I stared at his face. I thought for a second.

"I don't know. I don't want to hurt him."

"You realize your hurting him already by not telling him." He was somewhat right but I wasn't going to tell him that.

"I know. Okay. I'm gonna go now. I still have homework." I smiled slightly.

"Okay. Goodbye." He kissed my lips and left. Once he left I started to scream. I was throwing my pillows at my walls. Thank god no one was home.

From right here I was going crazy. I laid on my ground and cried. I've never been so confused before. i am more confused now then I was when I had no idea who or what anything was.

Why I was laying there my phone started to ring. I grabbed it.

An incoming FaceTime call from Niall. I quickly wiped my tears and answered.

"Hello love! You don't know how much I've missed you. I don't think I can wait any longer. Please run away with me." Niall started to laugh. I smiled.

"I've missed you too." I sniffed.

"What's wrong. Have you been crying."

"Uh no just sick. Ellie's been sick for days and I guess she just had to past it on to me."

"Oh you poor thing. Nothing serious?"

"No just a cold."

"Isn't it kind of warm to have cold." He smirked and laughed.

"Your too cute. So how's the tour so far."

"Amazing. But I wished you were with me."

"Me too."