november 17, 2018
when somebody asks you if you're doing fine, of course, the answer that was always get is that they are okay. i get anxious a lot on everything i do and whenever somebody asks me if i am okay, i'll end up nodding and not saying anything. in reality, there always has to be a reaction from the public to your answer: a.) when you lie and say that you are fine, some thinks you're an attention seeker because you are lying with your true feelings and there is something deep inside you (idk, some people at school thinks like that), or, b.) if you say what you really feel and express your thoughts and emotion they will be looking at you with whole sympathy. and that's the thing i hate when people look at me. i hate that sympathy they give to me. because if you think deeply of it, they do not care about you; it's all just the sympathy they feel for you.
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song recommendation
left alone // blink-182
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Randomwelcome to my shitty dramatic life this is where i write some of my random thoughts and stuff. i'd also add song recommendation! xx (english is not my first language so expect some grammatical errors. lowercase intended.) started writing: eleventh...
