october 18, 2018
i do feel numb sometimes. that feeling of numb that makes you feel less alive or maybe i just feel empty and weird. i always hear people saying, "it's okay not to be okay" everytime they comfort me. i've been thinking about that the past few days and honestly, that quote helps me cope up with my anxiety and depression. mayhaps it's not just literally being okay not to be okay but it means that whether you're okay or not, it is alright. being not okay doesn't makes you less person. you still matter and you are always beautiful. because i know, in the end, everything will be alright and you can make it. you can survive through the rollercoaster of life until you see the best version of you. you will be happy and you're gonna be okay. soon.
cry hard, dance harder.
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song recommendation
rose colored boy // paramore
hard times // paramore
^appreciation for the after laughter album, idk but it really helps me to cope up with my life
i seriously have 2 plates and a propaganda art to make for school and look what i'm doing [it's fUCKING MONDAY TOMORROW]
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Randomwelcome to my shitty dramatic life this is where i write some of my random thoughts and stuff. i'd also add song recommendation! xx (english is not my first language so expect some grammatical errors. lowercase intended.) started writing: eleventh...
