To Jeongin
After a few weeks of trying to spot who you swooned over, I gave up. Maybe I'm too oblivious to see?
You and I didn't go another date during the time. Now that you loved another, I couldn't take you out. Hell, I didn't even know if you liked guys!
I told myself many times to try move on. But I couldn't, you made me fall for you more and more each day. It hurt and I felt selfish. My feelings were so obvious that it probably stopped others from confessing their own to you.
I remember staying awake for weeks. You consumed my whole mind. That, and the extra work I was given from my job, it became an unhealthy habit to sleep such short amounts.
Felix and Changbin had taken me to the hospital once. I'd gotten so ill. I never told you still. I didn't want you to worry over me.
I just promised you I was fine.
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