To Jeongin
I'd wanted to say something for the longest time now. I still didn't know when the right moment was.
I couldn't tell you when I found out. I was so sure you'd never speak to me again.
I found out the day you made me spill my coffee. Turns out I loved you since then. What a long time, huh?
Felix had told me many times that I should just tell you because 'it was so obvious', but confessing is so much harder. Especially if that someone is as special as you are to me. Changbin was lucky, because he already knew Felix liked him. My brother had sent him a picture on snapchat about his outfit and whether it could impress the older.
It was pretty funny at the time. But now I realise that it was lucky and unexplainably cute. Why can't I be less nervous around you?
Why do you make my mind a mess when I think about you? And why do emotions have to be so complicated.
I never thought I'd actually fall in love with you. Sure, I flirted with you and thought you were adorable, but at the time it was just fun and games. Now I feel like I'm going to explode whenever you're near.
Yang Jeongin, what are you doing to me?
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