To Jeongin
You found out I was in the hospital after Felix messaged you. You told me that I should have messaged or called you. I apologised, but you seemed really upset. I just didn't want to hurt you.
"Look, Jeongin. If I had called you, this would have happened. You're just gonna stress about me. I don't to distract you when you have work." I explained, trying to get you to concentrate on what you need to.
But I couldn't lie, I loved your attention.
You stayed with me until late. I didn't have to stay overnight, so I was able to drop you off. The drive back was full of the two of us signing Disney songs and enjoying each other's company.
That day made me realise that I loved you so much more then I thought.
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