For Better or For Worst

Chapter 6: Broken

Me: Hello fabulous lovlies! I apologize for not updating soon, I've been so freaking tired since I have to wake up at 5:50 a.m for school. Not to mention, I have to deal with my geometry class first period where I am SURROUNDED BY IDIOTS!

Ciel: Well we can't all be as naturally gifted as you now can we?

Me: Shut the fuck up.

Lucy: DYE! BRO. BRO.

Me: WHAT?!

Lucy: *giggles* Hai

Me: *flips table*

Kira: Dude, I'm afraid that when you move out and your parents are like, "Dye we're coming over to visit," and when they come over, there is just going to be broken tables everywhere and you'll be coming back from the store with more tables like "Sup".

Me: I love you.

Kira: I know. ON WITH THE SHOW!

(Sebastian's P.O.V)

   I sat there, arms crossed and staring at the floor, like a child that didn't get what he wanted for Christmas. This was ridiculous. I'm a grown demon for Pete's sake! Why can't I just leave?! "Can we please talk?" Claude said, looking over at me. I growled lowly.

   "Come on, talk to me. I don't want things to be weird for us." Wait what?! He's acting like an overly attached girlfriend! Or like we just watched each other masturbate.I mean, nothing. I looked over at him, eyebrow raised. "What the hell are you talking about?!" I said, clearly irritated.

   "I have no idea I just wanted to get your attention, " He said, stoic expression back. I scowled. "I'm not apologizing to the likes of you," I growled, about to turn my head back to the bookshelf. "I know, I know, but we need to put an act on or my mother will never let us leave," he insisted.

   I snickered. "Go figure," I said. "I always knew you were a son of a--" I heard feminine footsteps approach the door as Claudes mother entered the room. "A very lovely woman," I quickly finished. His mother smiled, golden eyes flashing happily. "Did you two make up?!" she cried.  I sighed inwardly and forced a bright smile.

   "Yes of course!" Claude said. "Sebastian and I talked everything out. Right Sebastian?" He nudged my shoulder gently before clearing his throat and speaking through gritted teeth. "I said, right Sebastian?!" I snapped out of my thought. Stupid, filthy, insignificant, weak, irritating, spiders!!! "Indeed we did!" I said, holding back the rising bile in my throat.

   We both smiled and died a little inside as Claudes mother squealed a monotone, sort of frightening noise. "That's great!" she said before walking to the door. "Well, Sebastian, your father and grandfather said you can go home without them, but your welcome to stay." Here's my chance!! "I apologize, but I must go," I said, standing.

   She pouted slightly. "Must you go so soon?" I nodded, thinking of an excuse. "I um, have a stomach ache." She tilted her head to the side. "Are you alright? Maybe you should lie down..."she began. I immediately said the first thing I could think of. "Uh, no no! There's no need for that, " I said, laughing nervously.

   "I'm just uh...on my...period?" With her in a confused state, I pushed past her and darted out the door, relieved that I could finally escape that hell hole. I slowed to a walk as the Faustus manor was a safe distance away and proceeded to my own home.

(Ciel's P.O.V)

   It's been about three weeks since Sebastian's funeral and I felt broken. I didn't eat, I didn't sleep, I was skinnier than a twig and looked like I was going to float away with the wind or fall through the cracks in the floorboards.

   Everyone's concerned and insists for me to take a walk outside or eat or do something but I just couldn't. A part of me was missing. A very vital part of me that I couldn't live without. And every day, simply living was hard. Because I had no reason to anymore.

   My protector, my friend, my butler, my love, my everything took half of me when he left. And I can't live without him. There's just no point. I stood from my bed and walked to my office, deciding to do some paperwork that I was months ahead of.

   But, what else was there to do? Watch the sunset and be reminded of Sebastian's crimson eyes? Read a book and be reminded of how Sebastian used to scold me for reading too many Penny Dreadful' s before bed? Or eat a cake and be reminded of Sebastian's excellent cooking?

   I scowled at my thoughts and ran my hand over the table, knocking everything over onto the floor before resting my head in my hands and crying. This wasn't fair. I was so happy with Sebastian and just like everything else, he was taken away from me.

   After a half hour of crying, I wiped my tears and walked to my room quietly. I looked myself in the mirror. My stoic, expressionless demeanor was just to cover up my inside. Only he could look past this mask and see what was really inside. I was happy with him. But now that he was gone, I was broken inside.

Me: *sobbing* OH THE HILARIOUS SADNESS!

Lucy: Jesus, your just ending everything with a cliffhanger aren't you?!

Me: Hella yes. Speaking of which, for those of you that haven't, it would be much appreciated if you would go check out "The Reason I hate 'it'" Another one of my books. Please tell me what you thought of this chapter and I'll see you all next time, stay fabulous, lovlies ♡.