For Better or For Worst

Chapter 14: Sure

Hey guys! So I'll make this brief cause I got some shit going on. Basically, I've decided to update a day early because my poor doggy has been throwing up and I barely got any sleep plus I'm kinda depressed and to top it all off, I have to go hang out with some child, and I really, really, don't like children. Its like a hatred mixed with a fear. Anyways, I hope you enjoy!

(Sebastian's P.O.V)

   "Now," Satan said, putting a hand under his chin as he looked at me with a bored expression, crimson eyes boring into my soul. "Are you sure about this?" My body froze at his words.

   Was I sure? Pfft, of course I was! This is the love of my life were talking about! My Ciel! I was more sure of returning to him then anything in my eternal life! But...then again...Was I sure?

   I mean, this my meal were talking about. My 'Young Master'. I was more unsure of returning to him than anything in my eternal life. Lets look at the ups and downs. I has risked everything in my life because of him

   I was an outcast of hell. A fool. An idiot. The all powerful, all fearful, grandson of Satan, who fell in love with a human. A simple, arrogant, little brat who thought he was better than everyone else.

   A human who's soul was so pure and innocent, yet corrupted and devilish. One of the most perfect soul's a demon has ever encountered. One that every demon yearned for and that I was lucky enough to find when I did.

   This child was my meal. My object to obtain when the time came that I had been bending over backwards for to please no matter what the cost. I became this 'One Hell of a Butler" only for this measly mortal and his soul.

But...that wasn't all I wanted.

  

   Over time, I had learned to care for my little lord. To yearn for his little head to pop out of the sea of blankets and pillows of his much too large bed in the morning as I drew open the curtains and read to him his agenda.

   To smile at his smooth voice and large puppy eyes as he begged me for a slice of my famous strawberry sponge cake.

   Despite his annoying and pointless orders that I had to follow no matter what, he has won my heart. This tiny, mortal human had me he's over heels for him. I could do nothing more than follow him around like the so called dog I was supposed to be. And that was just the way I liked it. I loved him.

   "Yes," I said confidently. "I am sure."

(Ciel's P.O.V)

   Undertaker giggled. "But before anything," he said between chuckles. "Are you sure about this?" I stared at him. Of course I was sure! This was Sebastian! My protector, my butler, my friend, my lover, my family. There was nothing that I would love more than to feel his arms wrapped around me in a strong embrace. But...then again...Was I sure?

   I mean, this was my killer we were talking about. The bane of my existence who's only purpose was to serve me until I got my revenge where he would then take my soul. He didn't love me. How could he?

   He was a demon. A lying, conniving beast of hell filled with only darkness and evil. He couldn't feel anything but lust and betrayal. He was a monster. A menace. A freak in the eyes of my species. I shouldn't love a creature that heartless and evil.

But...how could I not?

   Sebastian was no doubt handsome and charming but he was definitely so much more. Despite his ruthless and sarcastic exterior, he was different on the inside. He was kind and loveable. He gave me comfort when I was afraid and trembling. 

   He was full of life and his smile was simply breath taking. I yearned for his soft and gentle good morning kisses and his delicious food. I didn't care if he was a monster in the eyes of everyone else, he was a beautiful and powerful demon that fueled my very existence. I loved him.

   "Yes," I said confidently. "I am sure."

Me: Sorry if that was a bit of drabble! It was still sweet in my opinion and hopefully long enough to satisfy your sexual Sebaciel needs. Please vote and comment if ya please and if your feeling wild and daring, it would be great for you to follow me! Stay fabulous lovlies. o3o