For Better or For Worst

Chapter 7: Memories

Me: So um, I'm just going to come right out and say, it took me ten minutes of staring at my phone, trying to think of a name for this chapter.

Ciel: Yes and occasionally getting distracted by a puppy.

Me: *stares at him* You know, you don't have to be alive.

Ciel: *gulps*

Me: I thought so. LUCY TAKE IT AWAY!

Lucy: *reading my search history* You read a lot of fan fiction porn.

Me: LUCY!

Lucy: I mean, nothing. *clears throat* Soooooooooo this chapter is going to be super sad/cute for both our Sebby-Chan and Ciel-Kun and, shit will go down. Take it away Claude!

Claude: *clears throat* Let the--

Me: NO. NO. NO. NO. OUT NOW.

(Ciel's P.O.V)

   Another day. Another day of pure, agonizing, hell. That's all life was anymore without Sebastian. Just an endless cycle of waking up, breakfast, paperwork, lunch, paperwork, dinner, bath, mourning and then sleep. Then repeat.

   It was an awful process that I despised more than anything in the world. But today, I wanted to do something different. I gave the servants the day off and went to Sebastian's room, a room I had forbidden anyone to enter. I destroyed all the keys except for mine and kept it with me at all time.

   When I had awoken, I stayed in my pajamas and walked down the hall to Sebastian's room, which I never bothered to notice how close our rooms were to each other. I took out the polished silver key from my pocket and inserted it gently into the keyhole, twisting it before turning the knob.

   I softly pushed the door open before taking a step inside and immediately, breathing in my beautiful butlers scent. I sighed softly and shut the door behind me, being sure to lock it. I've only been in Sebastian's room once before his death as it had been a month and a half since it all happened.

   Right before I could begin to sob, I went to a slightly scratches floorboard in the center of the room and lifted it up gently, looking down and smiling weakly at the sight before me; Sebastian's favorite ink black tailcoat. Tears welled in my eyes as I gently lifted the flawless butlers attire out of the cool floorboards.

   After admiring it for a few seconds, I shut my eyes and hugged it to my chest, a few tears streaming down my cheeks. It brought back so many happy memories, like the time the I ordered the servants to snap a picture of Sebastian with the special camera and he saved me from being crushed by the statue.

   His crimson eyes sparked as the fireworks were reflected off of them; admiring every detail of my face. Later that night he snapped a picture of me revealing that he was my most valued person in my life. I smiled sadly as I choked a soft sob. I remembered the way he looked into my eyes and revealed that I was his most valued person.

   Sebastian meant more to me than anything. He wasn't just a butler, or my protector, or my demon;  he was the love of my life. My sun and stars, (GOT Reference) my black rose in my garden of bluebells, my everything. And as much as I would've denied it before, there is no way I could do it now. Because in my time of loneliness, where all the memories came back to me of our past adventures and moments, I realized I was truly and utterly, alone.

(Sebastian's P.O.V)

   I had finally made it to my families manor, opening the door and walking in, closing it behind me. I walked around the seemingly empty room until I made my way into the kitchen, a tall, slim woman with pale skin and pitch black shoulder length hair stood in front of the oven, humming a tune with her back to me.

   I smiled, walking over to her and gently tapping her shoulder. "Huh?" She said, turning around slowly. "Lucius, I'm busy making dinner. Please contain your excitement until later on tonight." I blushed madly at her words, looking at her surprised face as she turned to face me.

   "S-Sebastian?!" She asked, clearly expecting my father. I smiled. "It is I mother," I answered calmly before being glomped by her. "My little Sebby-Kun has finally come back to me!" She cried and I blushed at the nickname. "Mom," I whined. She chuckled and released me from her death grip. "What brings you back home, son?" She said, leading me into the living room and motioning for me to sit next to her.

   I obliged before sighing. "Claude captured my master and killed me after I killed him. I tried asking grandfather to take me back but him and father got into a fight with Benjamin Faustus and it's all just one big mess," I explained, shaking my head. She stared at me with those crimson eyes that matched mine in every way, and form, before wrapping a comforting arm around my shoulders.

   Mother smiled reassuringly. "Everything will be alright, my dearest one," she said softly, stroking my cheek. I leaned into her touch, smiling softly at her words. Her comforting touch and words brought back to many good memories. Childhood memories of whenever I scraped my knee, or was bullied by the other demons, or even just had a nightmare. Everything will be alright, my dearest one.

   Who knew a few words could calm me down instantly. I remember the day when one of the other demons took my little black kitten, Button away from me. My father of course, reclaimed it but my mother held me close through my tears. She comforted me and repeated the words that would always calm me down. I smiled at the memory, looking up at her. "Thank you again, mommy."

Me: THE FEELS!

Ciel: *cries* SEBASTIAN I MISS YOU SO MUCH!

Me: *looks at him* Why you cryin?!

Ciel: *cries harder*

Me: No one likes a cry baby! *clears throat* Anyways, so sorry if I haven't updated in a while. Being back at school and all is difficlut. Yes, difficlut. Nevertheless, my +10 awesomeness keeps me at the top of my class always. Even if I have to pee really badly. REALLY REALLY BADLY.

Lucy: Okaaaayyyyyyy, Whelp, thanks for reading! Dye will try to update A.S.A.P always, forever. Please vote and comment and we'll see you in the next chapter!

*someone bursts through the door*

??: Wait! That's not the real Lucy! I am!

Me: *facepalms* Guys, we dont have time for this.