Melancoly

Rest in peace

It's late again
And I'm still up
Thinking about things
thinking about what used to be us
I don't have anymore photos
They're all gone
So gone that I might forget
who you were
Forgetting is moving on
But I still have your gifts
I still have them
They collect spite
And dust as they sit
In a drawer but I'll
Find them, occasionally read
All your empty promises
All the things you said
All the things you meant
I wanted to be loved
I wanted you to know
That I had loved you
I had loved you.
Nothing was ever a lie
I never lied to you
You meant everything to me
You were everything to me
And now I won't look at you
And you won't look at me
But i've looked passed it all
Forever hateful yet grateful
Of time
Forever forgiving
Forever resenting
But it's all gone now
Vanished before my eyes
As if a candle
Had been wiped out
By one last breath
Only nothing left
But a withered twirl
Of curled air