Chapter 4 - Tyler's effects

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Gabe and Mike they're very funny to be angels, they supposed to be serious warriors, when I was on my worst time they came to rescue me and help me. God told me once they were sent to made me smile and joke to makes happy and he was right, every time I cried they arrive with their Hey little angel why are you crying, why don't play with us, they always said that besides their queen Im like their little sister. But why they always find me crying?? I will tells you: At first I cried because I thought I was bad or evil, how I could be an angel if I couldn't save my own parent from death? Then it came Tyler's words: fatty, ugly, who will gonna love someone like you, weak, dumb, mute, unnoticed, freak, crazy, weird. His words hurts me even when I ignored him, yes I was shy because I didn't trust anyone, everyone could be as evil as Tyler and could hurt my heart, I became a rock, solid rock, I didn't demonstrate any feelings, no one can see me cries, I became cruel and emotionless. No feelings, No pain. I was weird because I am different and when I said different is not only for who am I, we could say that I become like a Wednesday Addams style but the only difference is that I used purples, red, burgundy or camouflage colors. Im the nerdy stile because I wear glasses, my vision is not so good at long distances. Like I said before Im curvy so that's the excuse for him to call me fat and ugly and honestly there were sometime when I believed it, I thought no one could see me as who am I or loved me. I survived so many things that Im stronger that anyone think of me, I become a warrior a Life warrior, a Survivor. If you have close to death or death you become fearless. Every single moment is like a new.opportunity of life specially if you fight against asthma and epilepsy. One paralyzed you in the lungs, shortening your breathing and the other well it paralyze your brain and body like a short circuit that could make shut down at any moment. Ironically this is what help me to heal others as an angel, if they see I can survive they will too. I don't talk to many people actually I just have some friends: Tristan, Ivana, Arkheim, Araheim, Tany and AJ. Like you can see I trust more on men than women, in my experiences my female friends betrayed me while my male friend become family, is matter or perception I think but it is what it is.

***Flashback***There was this time when I was on my way to school when Tyler was trying to seduce a girl to be his boyfriend

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***Flashback***
There was this time when I was on my way to school when Tyler was trying to seduce a girl to be his boyfriend. I was with my typical black jacket and my hoodie, he just stopped in front of me and told me. Hey nerdy freak don't tell anyone that you live in my house and you're supposed to be my sister. Im not proud of that. No one has to know. When our Alpha arises I'll be the beta and you will be no body. Said Tyler. I tried really tried but couldn't avoid to laugh in his face, then I gave him a defiant glare and told him: Don't worry I don't want to be known for be a jerks sister besides over my dead body you will be a Beta I assured you that. I know better than anyone the future Alpha and believe me you will not gonna like it, you world will turn 360 degrees. His smile was gone now and for some reason I could read pain on his face, the same pain that causes when a knife stab your soul.
***End of flashback***
That was the first time I stand up for my self, the first time I promised myself that no one would hurt me again, insult me or bullies me. I become a knife or sword, I become heartless with anyone who were like Tyler. I become as hard as a rock, I created my own shield and promised myself that any one will break it. Yes im still an angel and Im being the opposite of what they do, that's because im letting my wolf part conquers me even when my wolf Ivania has told me so many times that Im the one who make her stronger everyday. Can you believe that, I Angel Rose Fire making her stronger?

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