Chapter 11- Confronted by myself

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Is Monday and past 11 am, I dont know how much I slept, Im in my amazing room, well you'll love it if you have my weird tastes, my bed is queen size and dark purple with black details in an antique and gothic style, the walls are painted in black, yes black, the window is behind my bed with two little dark purple curtains, I have two big curtains on the entrance of my room, I chose the colors which I loved it, I will be half angel but love dark colors and hate pink.  When I woke up there were flowers at my night lamp, red roses specifically with a note that reads:
" Get well soon Ill be back, PS. I still dont want you but your beta is lost. A.R." I smiled after reading the little note but then remember that problems with Rancel are just the beginning, I found my werewolf mate, my angel mate but my dad was an hybrid half wolf half human so yes I still have to find my human mate. Thats really unfair, I have to run a pack, and army and still have to argue or survive to this three guys. What a life of mine!!! Then I stand up from bed and saw myself in the mirror:
"You're not gonna let anyone to hurt you again, to bully you again, you're so worthy, youre beautiful, you can't let them in on your heart, they will broken it, you will gonna be broken, you cant and you shouldn't expect nothing from anyone. He said he will destroy you, he wanted to kill you, you can't be weak, you can't cry, cry is a weakness, love is a weakness, you shouldn't feel that makes you stronger,always be on defensive mode because everyone could attack you at any moment, anyone can betrays you again, anyone can stab you on your back. You can't trust, you only have yourself, you're your only ally.
You know that only part of it is true right? - said Ivania through my mind. Yes, you're stronger and beautiful but one day you will be broken by yourself. You will have to heal every scar that was left on your heart, you will be crying so hard that your soul will gonna wish to get out of you and in that process you will be alone and will gonna wish for someone by your side.
I couldn't answer Ivania, I just heard what she said to me and I laid in front of the mirror, my legs felt weak and I fell on my knees. I wanted to cry but tears simply dont fall off my face. I just could think: That day will not gonna be today while I was still in shock.

***Rancel POV ***After met her I returned to my pack as soon as possible, I couldn't stand be with her anymore on the same room, on the same bed, smelling her delicious scent, seeing her sleep, wanting her, trying to not care about her

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***Rancel POV ***
After met her I returned to my pack as soon as possible, I couldn't stand be with her anymore on the same room, on the same bed, smelling her delicious scent, seeing her sleep, wanting her, trying to not care about her. God she really is the queen of the angels even watch her sleep bring peace to my life. She could be the one who helps me to calm my beast. I want to discover the mysteries of the Luna, I want to kiss and touch every single part of her, I want to hugs her, I want her to kiss me and seduce me. Yes I want to be seduced by her and her gaze, I want her staring and glaring at me everyday, I want her to defy me. But then, again I dont want a Mate, not after that day. I never wanted a common Luna,I never ask for it, actually I didn't wanted a submissive woman, actually even when I know Im the Alpha and everyone respects me, they should do as I says, act like I says, everything as a I says, is part of my life but I get bored of it. Shes what I was ever wanted, arriving on the wrong time. God why I couldn't find her before that day. The day I arrived from her territory I went directly to my room, didn't want to talk or see anyone, I just threw everything I found specially crystal or glass, they reminded me how pure she looks but how hurt her souls seems to be. After a while and when I calmed down myself I ran into my dad's room and I heard my Beta's telling him everything but I hated to be there because my worst nightmare rised, I heard my dad's saying in an intrigued tone of voice:
"So are you telling me that he found his mate and she's what?"
Half wolf, Half angel - Beta Tanner's replied
Beta, you're lying, what's her? I want the truth...
Shes half angel, half hybrid, her dad was wolf but mixed with human. So she found her angels mate, wolf mate but..... Replied again Beta Tanner
She still have to found her human mate.... Interesting... Well if my son's really appreciate what was given to him like a gift he will gonna treasure it"
I couldn't believe what I just heard, another guy?? Gift that were given? If she is a gift I shouldn't fight for it, It only will be Mine, I want her to be only Mine!!! I couldn't stand seeing her with another guy than me. I ran to my room again and in the corridor I bumped to a girl around my age, she just smile shyly. I said: you, come with me, now!! I said with my alpha's tone, I never have been the sweet guy type, Im rude and this girl will have to pay for the consequences. Consequences of what? Simply, she reminds me of her but shes a little tiny. I dont like her and I dont care eventually after I finish with her I will be bored. Yes, bored because my wolf never wanted any other girl than his mate and now that we found her his mad at me because I dont care if she choose another guy. I just want her out of my life and my thoughts, but still Im not gonna reject her. Is already Monday and I have to go to college, even when Im 21 will be my first day like the other newbies, I was on Brazil almost 3 years. Packs business. Now is a new day and I will forget about her, but first I have to get rid of this girl, I cant believe it nothing happened, I was prepared to make her pay, make my Mate pay through her, yes I was planning on makes her mine and makes my mind think it was Angel. My Angel but I couldn't, it wasn't right, it wasn't her scent, it wasn't her lips or her body, it wasn't her eyes, her arms, her legs, her curves. I didn't felt desire, lust or love, I just was like a lost boy in the woods.   Then I ran to my bathroom, take a shower,maybe it will to calm myself, when I have finished I watch my face on the mirror and said: You could not fall for her, you're not gonna let her hurt you and reject you, you couldn't have a heart that will be your weakness. You are not allowed to have weaknesses.
I went to my dresser, my mood was black so I did, I chose a black ripped jeans, black shirt and a leather jacket with black sneakers and went to college.

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