Angel Rose Fire and her twin brother Adrian Samuel Fire lives with their adopted family after their parents died in an accident. Angel has to suffer her adopted brother's bullying, her adopted sister rejects and the overprotection of her new parents...
**Rancel's POV*** I arrived College trying to compose myself, trying to ignore the guilt that invaded my soul and my body when I think that I almost slept with another woman, it feels so wrong, but why Im changing? Suddenly I felt that strawberries, lavender and honey scent again, it was her, right in front of me. She was with a black and purple mini black dress and black boots with curly hair. Why shes using a dress so short? Why shes expossing almost everything? She should be careful, I mean she knows that her curves will make it shorter than it really is. Everyone will gonna eat her with their eyes...what the??? What is that idiot doing? He's pulling her hair?? No one ever touch her, he will be punished for that, no one hurts her, no one... I couldn't controlled myself, I couldn't controlled my anger, next I remember is that I punched he's pretty boy face and his blood is on my hand. I dont know why I asked her if she missed me, she said no, that hurts but then she kissed my cheek I felt like I won the lottery, really? She kissed me?? But that happiness get out of my mind when I saw that guy's face again, he was smiling after she told him to get lost, his heartbeats increased, definitely he will be a problem and I dont know if I want this on my life.
Is the second week of College the music professor told us that she will select the best voices for an activity or something like that, actually I was never the kind of girl that participate on activities, dramas or that kind of stuff. I think that Rancel is trying to avoids me because he's mostly of the time ignoring me, zenaim by the other side brings me flowers, white and caramel chocolates, my favorite frappuccinos, etc. He's been so nice and caring but still there's something missing inside me, what's wrong with me? I think he's not the one for me, God what will happen if none of the mates chosen by me are my happy ending story? But most important of all, why there's still a part of me that hates myself? I went to the music class, like you should imagine Ty, adri and zen was here with me, even my sis ariadna, by the way she doesn't like me because besides all of our problems shes in love of zenaim since forever. Emmet Donovich is here too but he's acting weird since our last approachment. Well students I will be giving you the songs I chose for each one of you according to your voice - said Mrs. Hampton. She gave me my song. Uhm... Mrs. Hampton I cant sing this song, can I change it?? - I asked hoping she will give me another one. No, you cant change it, you should sing that song and there's no excuses this is part of your grade Ms. Fire. And you have to be ready you will be the first one to sing today. Replied Mrs. Hampton with a madly voice. Mrs. Perfect doesn't think she cant sing a simple song jajajaa - Emmet said in a sarcastic tone. Not you, not this song, so memories, so bad memories, so many tears. Is not that I dont love "Im not nothing from Beth Crowley", I love her song but it reminds me every scar, every hurting word, every beat, every hit, it was.... It was.... Like my life was in a song. Earth calling Ms. Fire, come here and sing please - said Mrs. Hampton.( I walk to the front of my class looking at the fl or trying to hide my tears.) Piano or guitar? Piano I replied. Well.... Then I started to sing, tears started to fall of my face. I have finished my song can I go to the bathroom. ( My inside was screaming why you did that to us? Why you have to be so merciless? I just wanna get out of here as soon as possible while I was singing I remembered there's a wood behind college, I dont care if its other wolves property I just wanna get out) That was a wonderful piece Mrs. Fire and yes you can go. ( I dont care if I was Mozart's daughter in that moment, I just tried to get rid of the memories) In this case my protectors didn't came with me, obviously they cant go to the ladies bathroom thats why I lied, I just wanted to be alone. When I was outside I shift into my golden wolf it will be faster for me to trespass the woods that way, when I was in the lake I shift again into my human form and then I broke down, I started to cry and yell " Im worthy, Im not ugly, Im not fat, Im not stupid, Im not useless, Im not meaningless, Im not nothing, Im not nobody, Im not a rock, Im not heartless, Why Im not the girl I used to be? Why I cant smile like I used to? I want to trust again but is so hard, It hurts, this hurts, I cant be myself, Im not a weirdo, Im not a freak, Why cant I love? Why someone cant love me? Why they cant accept me as I am? Why they cant accept that Im different but Im still human, that I have feelings and they hurt me which each word, Why is so wrong to be different? Why they beat me, they hit me at my face without reason? why they said so many thing that I didn't and makes me feels guilty?why they betrayed me? Why they makes me feel so low? Why I hate myself for being different? Why I cant love myself? Why I can forgive myself? "
Then I heard a sweet voice that puts his hand on my shoulder and said: My child, My daughter you are being healed of all your scars, all your pain, you blocked every feeling, every emotion on your mind and you thought that you forgot about it. You have to forgive them and forgive yourself because you will be a complete different person after that. I love you my angel rose.
God, I cant forgive them, they hurt me so much, they made me being this person, I dont like who am I.
They made you a stronger person my angel, they made you find a family, you dont see it? All your friends have been bullied, have been hurt but still they protected you and called you family. You give them hope and strenght when no one believed on them. They were judged, criticized and rejected but you always gave them a smile. Some of them dont remember other people but they remembers you. You made and you're still making a difference in others my child. Did you forgot about Ethan? How do you helped him and makes him your gamma, you gave them self confidence when other people ignored him, you could understand him because you lived what he lived, you reminds in silence for so many time and still you're a voice against what happened to you.
This hurts God, hurts so much, my heart hurts.
Your heart is being restored my child, trust me you will understand. (He left)
I was so broke that my angel, wolf and human continues shifting because I cant controlled myself, I started vomiting, I couldn't breath because it feels like knives were being stabbing on my chest and heart, I feels like someone was strangling me, and then everything went dark.
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