Mates: 3 Enemies 1 Heart

Chapter 15 - Confessions

Please my Luna wake up, dont leave me, please dont do this, dont leave me alone (tears started to fall from my face) Please Love wake up, I know I have been a stupid and stubborn but please babe wake up.- I told her while her body lies on that cold hospital bed. Suddenly she started to move her hands and opened her eyes.
Babe dont move babe, I will go for the doctor.

Wait - said Angel Rose with her dry throat. Why are you here? I thought you wanted to rejects me.

I will never rejects you, you're the best that ever happened to me, I was an idiot. Im so sorry. Look before you I had a mate, she was beautiful at that moment I thought that she were the best of the world but then she betrayed me and my pack, she met with another pack to attack us and rejected me in front of everyone, I was hurt, my pride and ego was so big that I didn't want another Mate until I met you, I thought you were too good for me because you are what I ever wanted, what I was looking for. You are beautiful, fearless, strong, fierce, you helps people, you want equal treatment for everyone, you want justice, youre so worthy that I was scared to fight and lose against your other two mates, specially zenaim because he was always there for you while I wasn't. I thought that I was cursed some how because every time Im closer to you I almost lose you and I thought I could hurt you and you dont deserve to be hurt. You're a souls healer, I want to discover your mysteries but I was afraid that you wouldn't let me. I almost died with you when you were dead, I almost fell with you when I found you on the lake. I couldn't think or smile anymore. I just wanted to be yours and be the most proud Alpha ever to calls you mine and my Luna. (Tears started to fall off from Angel's Rose face. )
I thought that you dont care about me, I was ....I was going to tells you to rejects me and that way I could date Zenaim and find my happiness. I was going to let you free of me. I didn't wanted to wake up, I just couldn't ... I couldn't hear you're tears anymore. I was hurt, many people that I used to call friends or family makes me feels useless, that no one will love me, that being different is a sin instead of a virtue. I was beaten, criticized, judge, even at school people that was supposed to take care of me give me their backs and supported my bullies. I didn't talk to people because they could hurt me even more and I hated myself, I couldn't forgive myself for being so clumsy, for calling friends people who doesn't deserved my friendship, I was just an innocent girl trying to make new friends because everyone rejected her, then they created a monster of myself someone I didn't like but I have to survive, I was closed in myself, I didn't like to go to parties because I always was left behind, alone in a corner, I was always the lonely girl sitting on a bench, I always was the gothic and embittered girl for everyone, zenaim my protector used a masquerade and left my brother Tyler bullied me every time he wanted when he supposed to take care of me, Ariadna never saw anything because she didnt likes me and was in loved of zenaim, then you came and instead of give me hope you attacked me on my birthday and ignored me at college. This is my life, I always felt alone even when I was surrounded by people, only God and my music were my friends  because even when my twin tried he didn't was there 24/7.

Rancel couldn't say anything he was surprised by all the circumstances she has to survive alone, why no one helped her? He only hugged her and wiped off her tears.
How I could know who Im supposed to love if I never have fallen in love? If I have never love? Said Angel's Rose in tears.
Listen to me, Im gonna teach you to love, Im gonna love you for me, for you and for every single person that made this to you, you were made for me and I was made for you, you're mine and Im yours, we have each other now, you're not gonna date anyone besides me, Im not gonna allow it. You will gonna teach me how to be happy, you're gonna smile everyday like you used to be, we are gonna be one pack,one family. Im always gonna be there for you, from now you are my most valuable treasure, my special gift sent from heaven. Im not gonna let anyone hurts you, you're so important to me that I die just thinking that something could happened to you.