radiant

20.

i don't know what i''ve done wrong, 

she's distancing herself again.

i've punched a second hole in my wall now,

she's so frustrating. 

when talking to her,

i try to say the right things.

we were at school, she said she'd been failing a class.

i tried to lighten up the mood by joking i said,

"you're asian you can't fail."

her face fell for a second, and she laughed along.

i apologized though.

she accepted it the apology, but she didn't say much afterwards. 

god i'm an idiot.