radiant

23.

i've been trying to live without her.

she's just too hard to forget.

i wanted to change her.

i wanted her to smile.

i wanted to look into her eyes and see joy.

i wanted her so much,

but she's destroyed me.

i haven't left my room for two days now.

i ignore carter and nick's calls.

i don't want to distance them but, i want to be alone.

it's 3AM,

and i'm just a mess.