bully🖤// Rye Beaumont

🐝Chapter 12💓

Andy's PoV.

Mekaylas being distant... Like REALLY distant.
It's not like her.
All the boys are swimming and she's sat up on the sand, just... Being distant.
Well I say swimming, Mikey and Harv are just sitting at the end, rye is splashing everyone and Jack n brook are drowning each other.
I decide to head up and sit with her and make sure she's okay.

"Hey Mek, you okay?" I ask rubbing her back.
"Yeah" she fake smiles.
"Oh don't bullshit me mekayla I know your upset" I said in a calm tone.
"I just... I dunno... It doesn't matter" she says standing up and dropping towel.

She's stunning... Everything about her.

"It does matter to me" I say grabbing her hand and pulling her back to the sand.

"Talk to me" I say rubbing her chin.
She looks away at the sunset.
"Your thinking about him aren't you?" I ask calmly.

She doesn't answer.
"mekayla it's oka-"
"It's not okay fovvs... I can't figure out what I want" she cuts me off.
"Then I'll help you"
"but what if I want him"
"Then be with him"
"But what if I want you both" she says looking me in the eyes. Her eyes were already watering.
I cup her face with my hands.
"Hey, listen .. We will figure it out"
"It's so hard... One minute I want him... Then I want you.... Then I want you both... I dunno what to do anymore because I can't sit here and pretend like all these feelings aren't there" she says letting tears fall.
"Mekayla... I know... But babe, rye and I will help you figure this out" I say comforting her.

I know what ur thinking.... Why aren't you pissed off.... That's your girlfriend.
I ALWAYS knew that she would love him.... Even if we was together I always knew there would be feelings between them.

"I need to go" she says
"Where" I ask rubbing her arm.
"Somewhere... On my own" she sighs. She kisses me and then runs down to rye and kisses him and runs off.

Rye looks at me confused and I signal for him to come talk to me.
I explain the situation to him and he suggested we go find her and talk to her.
We walk for about 20 minutes until we found her sitting in a bench with her head in her hands.
We sit next to her and rye cuddles her.

"Babe, this is normal" he whispers.
"Why... Why did I have to be the one to feel this way... It's bad enough I'm in love with one of my bestfriends let alone two" She sighs.
We both just hug her.

She wipes a tear and goes to speak before stopping.
"Gorgeous? You okay?" I ask rubbing her back.
"If I'm honest... No"
"No I'm not" she adds.

"So talk to us" rye says soothingly.
"I don't know what to say to u both... I'm hurting you both... I'm lying to every single fucking person in my life... Including myself" she sobs on my chest.
"What do you mean yourself?" I ask.
"I always tell myself it's not a big deal, or I don't love you, or rye, or either of you to make it easier for myself... But then u do a single thing and I fall deeper In love with the both of you" she says wiping tears.

"How about if both of us back off and subtly take u on dates and with whichever boy u feel the most comfortable with... You go with" rye says.
"And the other won't get pissed off then it won't feel to you like you've hurt us" I add smiling.
She faintly smiles and nods before hugging us and heading back to the others.