🐝chapter 3💓

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ryes pov

"yes i know i fucked up, i dunno what else to say mek" i say crying "i-i-i" she manages to spit out

i raise an eyebrow just stare at her waiting to her to answer me.

"i-i i need to go" i says turning around and running off.

i just nod to myself whilst let a few more tears slip away

i turn around and walk off to my house.
as soon as i get in my mum comes up to me "oh hey hunny how was school" she says smiling.
i just ignore her
the sammie and shaun come up to me
"ryeeee play fortnite with us"
i just ignore them to. i go up to my room and lock myself in.
i collapse on my bed in tears. why? if i love her, why her? i think to myself.

half an hour passes and i still have tear stains down my cheeks.

maybe i should text her.... would that make it worse tho? i think to myself.

i decide to get my phone out and text her.

mekaylas pov

after ive done crying i take my hair down and my eyelashes off and the rest of my makeup before hopping in the shower. after i get out i dry my hair and throw it in a messy bun and throw on some joggers and one of ryes old tshirts. i know what your thinking "oh that wont help" and i didnt but there was a slight calming side to it, i felt closer to him. and he never came to get it back so i just assumed he didnt want it.

I head downstairs to get food and after i ate i came back upstairs and closed my curtains and turned off my light so i was in the dark. i then put netflix on to calm me down. and it was working until he popped up on my phone.

R-rye M-mekayla

R- look mek i need to see you again. i need to tell you how much u mean to me without you being scared of me and i know that will be hard for you but just PLEASE, trust me?

M- rye, i dont know if i can, you have hurt me more than i can put into words.

R- i know mekky i understand that and i AM sorry, but I LOVE YOU, and im not gonna fuck u over, i just need to speak to you.

M- do you have any idea how hard it was for me, i went to bed happy and i couldnt stop smiling because i had spoken to you, to wake up and be in tears and be that upset i couldnt even come into school because i didnt want to face you, i just couldnt do it. infact the next day i wish i wouldnt wake up because that would have cause less pain than loosing you. all i got that morning from u was "kys you bitch" and "everyone hates you", it hurt rye, it really fucking hurt :(

R- IM SO SORRY MEKAYLA PLEASE JUST LET ME SEE YOU, i want to be there for you, i want to be the person u turn to when u have had a bad day, i want to be the one who bunks off school if ur not in and ur sick, i want to be the one who buys u chocolate and lays with you when u have period cramps, i want to be the one to takes you out when ur upset and had a shitty day, please let me be that person, let me be there for you since no one else will, i want to be ur bestfriend again, if u let me.

M- come over? :(

R- on my way princess x


i lock my phone and sigh. thirty minutes later rye burst through my bedroom door. i look up and make eye contact with him. we stare at eachother for a while before i jump into his arms and we hug for what feels like forever, we cry together for a while then settle down and watch netflix for the rest of night, i then start to drift off on his chest and the last thing i hear is " im sorry babygirl, i really do love you " i then smile and we both fall asleep

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