~~Hopefully this doesn't suck to bad so far :/ it's my first time writing :) please be gentle with negative comments:) xoxo Erin Also that is Sam in the picture~~
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Waking up to the morning sun shining on my pale face I rubbed my eyes and stretched out my legs. I have been on the run for two years and I still felt like I still needed to be farther away from my past. To be honest with you I didn't want to keep running away from my problems because I have gotten very strong. I learned how to fight and defend myself. I wasn't a weak little girl anymore and could take care of myself. I was a rogue after all so it came I guess you can say naturally?
My body changed over the years. My limp boney figure was now curvy and had fat in all the right places. I liked the way I looked but was still self conscious about other people looking at me. All body types are beautiful and everyone should love the way they look so I became more postive with my figure. Although in the back of my mind the words of my father calling me filthy, used and broken still lingered.
My reddish brown locks went down to my mid stomach which was just fine to me. I still had the forest green eyes. I didn't like to stand out so I was happy not having such unique and outgoing features. I was normal or as normal I can be. I was a normal 5'6ft for a girl that is twenty years old.
You would think a twenty year old girl would want attention from other men but I wanted to stay as far as possible from any human being. I hated being cat called or spoken to with such disrespect. I wasn't helpless anymore so I didn't take shit from anyone. I was still a shy girl and I only got bitchy when people were disrespecting me or anyone else who was not causing any trouble and minding their business. I had to confront a couple people on my "run" so I never got into any real trouble per say.
Travelling in human form was annoying sometimes because it did help with masking my scent so other wolves wouldn't detect me but something about not being in the tight skin of my human form, getting time to connect with my wolf was so much more appealing to me . Although at night I travelled though the forest running at my swfit speed with my midnight black wolf.
My wolf still had it's dark obsedian fur so that it was difficult to see me at night only my electric green eyes stood out. My coat was now silky, full and beautiful because I was healthy and nourished now. My mind and body felt free when I ran carelessly through the woods. The feeling of being free was something I haven't felt since I was a child. My heart swelled at the once cherished memories that turned into hellish nightmares
Some of the territory of other packs I have travelled through couldn't detect me for some reason which I didn't mind at all. I didn't need more people running after me or my tail. Haha pun because wolf get it? Oh never mind. Two packs have noticed my scent before but I outran them into another territory or outsmarted them by climbing up trees as they ran past me. I wouldn't be an issue to them anyway because when would I be back on their land? Never that's when.
Thinking back I have travelled pretty far. Running all the way from Massachusetts to Idaho? Pretty far if you ask me. Just as I thought that I saw a huge sign saying "Welcome to Oregon". Look at that, guess I underestimated myself.
"Wow" I said breathlessly taking in the scenery. Of course my happiness didn't last long because my mind had to remind me that I was running out of places to run. My heart started to race and mind start buzzing. I have run all across the country. Did I need to get farther away from them? Could I stop running and stay here? I don't remember what packs are here but it's to beautiful to pass up.
This place was absolutely breathtaking and magical. I don't know why it seemed so amazing to me but it did for some strange reason. I heard the faint sound of water in the distance and started to walk towards it. I loved the water. Most wolves don't because it's hard to swim or get all your fur wet. Also some people aren't great swimmers if their body is built with muscle. Me on the other hand always relaxed to the sound of water rushing. I loved the pitter patter against the rocks and frogs croaking.
When the tiny river came into view I started to sprint towards it. I was excitied to feel the water between my toes and fresh mist on my face. I jumped down the small hill leading me to the river and sat down on a rock with some green moss on the side of it. Even though the rock was semi-wet from the water splashing onto it I didn't care. Taking off my combats boots I dipped my feet into the cool refreshing water immediately forgetting about everything, my past, my nightmares, my fears absolutely everything. I felt safe a feeling I haven't felt in a long time.
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