Everything Has Changed (taylor Swift adoption story) COMPLETED

46) Am I Signed Or Not?

Paige Pov

I could barely sleep last night. I am excited and nervous about today all at the same time. I was up before Taylor woke me yesterday as well, and she was very concerned.

I would just fake it that I am asleep but I can't stay laying down anymore, as my hands are shaking from the excitement but my stomach is doing flips from being nervous.

I decide that I am just going to get up and get ready. Maybe taking a shower would calm me down.

I begin with heading into my closet to pick out a professional looking outfit but an outfit that still represents me as an artist.

Being a possibly up and coming country music recording artist, I have over ten pairs of different boots here is Nashville.

Red is my favorite color because it brings out my blue eyes so I grab my pair of red cowgirl boots from my closet and I toss them onto my bed.

Taylor has gotten me to love sundresses especially white laced dresses. She thinks they look good on me. I think I am eventually coming around to them.

My style has changed tremendously since Taylor adopted me. Prior to her adopting me I wore black ripped jeans and a black leather jacket, charcoal grey shirts and finishing off with combat boots and black lipstick. I think if Taylor just went to an adoption center and saw she wouldn't have adopted me. Red Tour changed that.

Now thought my style consists of Pastel colors, nice jeans, skirts, dresses, cowgirl boots or converse, and light natural makeup. I am glad about it though. I think if I kept going on the path I was on I would've ended up in prison for my life saying I was close to Juvenile detention twice.

I grab this white shirt sleeved loose fitting lace dress and a light denim jacket and head into my bathroom to shower.

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I am putting on a peachy lipstick when Taylor slowly opens up my door like she expected me to be asleep still. However once she sees my light from the bathroom she realizes I'm awake.

"Hey sunshine you're up early again." She says and I can tell she is sitting down on my bed.

I finish my lipstick and close drawer of lipsticks and walk out into my bedroom.

"Yeah I couldn't sleep."

"Are you sure you are okay darling?" She says while swallowing a small yawn.

"I am fine just nervous about today." I say, "And did you stay up all night again mom!"

"How do you know that I do that ?!" Taylor says defensively.

"I know you can't stay away from your fans." I say giggling as I slip my red cowgirl boots on.

"I really can't, I love them so much, I want to make them proud." Taylor says. "Why are you so nervous about today?"

"I don't want Scott to ride me." I manage to say as I sit down on the bed next to Taylor.

"Honey what ever decision he makes is going to be a good one. I have trusted him since I was 14. If he decides to ride you, you and I can talk about it. I left a label because they rode me. You don't have to be on the same label as me. We will work about it darling." Taylor says an I instantly calm down.

"Can I bring my guitar with me to the meeting?" I ask.

"You can bring it but we'll leave it in the car." She says.

"Ok." I say putting it into my hard red case, matching my boots.

"You ready to go." Taylor says standing up herself.