Love at first slap?

Chapter 10

He pulls me off my knees as I have a mental breakdown. He wraps me back into the sturdy hug that I was in this morning. But this time he kisses me on the cheek. Every muscle in my body stiffens as if I died. And for a moment I could of even thought I was dead. But then reality sinks in. A guy that all girls fan over just kissed me. He is probably suspicious of why I am standing there stiff as a board. But I don't mind so I just let everything that happened rush me back to reality. He looks and me and his smile fades to a straight emotionless face. I try to speak up but he just looks at the ground with sorrow. I know that I messed up but I'm aren't exactly sure how. I know he thinks I didn't like the kiss but I really did. So I try to prove myself but I just look so stupid and everybody around sees me. I kiss him on the lips in front of the whole school. Hayes did kiss me back though. But whens his older brother Nash goes by he just pushes me away...