BTS Imagines - Depressing

Jimin - Anorexia

Staring at the cold food in front of me I feel sick to my stomach. Just the thought of eating makes me gag.

Luckily, Jimin is out which means I am here alone, meaning I don't have to eat, resolving to the best thing ever: being skinny.

I pick up the food making sure not to touch it as I throw it in the bin. All done.

I go upstairs and start to do exercise - I know in order to be thin I need to exercise as well as not eat.

1,2,3...50.

Pheww, I think that's enough sit ups for now. As I start to do pushups (which I am crap at) I here the door unlock. Jimin's home.

I walk down the stairs to be greeted by Jimin's gorgeous smile. I admire his handsome face and all the perfect things about him; the way his eyes turn into little slits when he smiles, his full lips that I could kiss for days.

Even his imperfections some how make him more attractive, if that's even possible.

"Hey Jagi!" He snaps me out of my thoughts.

"I missed you Oppa!" I reply smiling.

"I missed you too," he says walking over to me and puts his hands on my waist, giving me a peck on the lips.

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I am currently sitting on my bed waiting for Jimin to come in from the bathroom.

"Baby, do you want to watch a film?" I simply nod at his question.

I let him choose because I am very tired and will probably fall asleep in the middle of it.

Once he has put the film on he comes over to me and wraps his arm around my waist.

I snuggle into him.

" Baby are you OK? " He asks out of the blue.

"Yes, why wouldn't I be?" I turn around to face him sensing the seriousness in his voice that seems to have gone down an octave.

"Y/n, you feel so... Thin."

Isn't this a good thing?

"Oh, really? I've been trying to lose weight."

He looks me dead in the eye as he says, "Babe, tell me the truth." He pauses still looking me in the eyes, "Are you starving yourself?"

I never thought what I was doing was a bad thing, but hearing him say it makes my stomach sink and realisation hit me as tears started escaping my eyes. I couldn't control it.

"Babe?" Jimin says soothingly.

"Y-yes." is all I can get out of my mouth.

Jimin engulfs me into a hug and just rubs my back. I didn't realise how much I needed this, how much I needed to open up about this until now, with Jimin's strong arms around my frail body whilst I feel safe.

Jimin breaks from the hug, "It's ok, everything's gonna be OK. If you ever feel like this tell me OK?"

I Nod wipping the last few tears still falling down my red, swollen face.

"We are going to get through this together." he reassures me.

"First things first, you need to eat something." my eyes widen at the thought.

"Look I know it's hard so it doesn't need to be a lot but you need to eat something."

Hesitantly, I nod, grateful that I have such a caring and kind, understanding person in my life:  Jimin.

I'm OK with getting better because I know he will be by my side the whole time.

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