Thoughts.

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Today, i feel like giving up
Giving up all my dreams
Giving up all my hopes
Giving up all my life
I am just a failure
A mistake for me to dream so far, so big
I'm okay, really
I don't even deserve what i have today
I cries every night
Struggling to even trying
Struggling to even living
I am trapped, cannot find the way out
And if i ever find it, i barely can breathe
They said i am too dramatic, but they don't even know how my life is
A life of a worthless person, a trash
A life without light, without happiness
Sadness and sorrow became my home
My only family, my only friend
It hurting me so bad, i am bleeding
My heart is bleeding
My wounds, i can't even heal it
They always there, reminding me that i am no one
That i am a mistake, that my life is nothing.