It was a mistake

9months

(Tae's pov)

I was sleeping when Hoseok bursts into my room. I jolted up and he punched me. I asked why? He handed me a letter... it was from Y/n. She's.... leaving? To where?!? I looked up from the letter with teary eyes. Hoseok looked angry and sad. I didn't run away because I didn't love her. I ran cause I knew I'd be a terrible dad. I can't support them right now.

Tae~ "I..."

Ho~ "How could you?!? You said you loved her! NOW SHES GONE! SHES IN THE USA NOW!"

Tae~ "Hyung..."

Ho~ "WHAT?!?! THERES NO POSSIBLE EXCUSE."

Tae~ "Let-"

Ho~ "YOU CAN NEVER EXPLAIN! YOU DONT KNOW! YOU DONT KNOW ALL THE SHIT THAT GIRL HAS GONE THROUGH! YOU WERE HER EVERYTHING!"

Tae~ "I know hyung..."

Ho~ "Then why?"

Tae~ "I-I DONT know..."

Hoseok looked at him with despair and disappointment in his eyes. He walked out of the room, but just before he was out the door he turned around. "I don't even know you anymore" he said finally, and left. Taehyung sat there on his bed, contemplating whether he should leave BTS and look for Y/n or to stay and hope she changes her mind. That day Taehyung was selfish. He chose himself, over her.

I'll make it up to you Y/n... I promise.

Y/n was finally back in America, ready to start over, ready to heal, ready to forget. Though everything that had happened wouldn't be that easy to forget, she'll have to do it, she'll have to... for HER child. She went back to her old apartment where she lived with her best friend Hyolin. She told Hyolin everything and Hyolin offered to let her stay. She obviously said "yes!" She got her job back, the company she worked at LOVED her.

Her life was back together. She hasn't even thought of Korea. She was free.

(9 months later)
(Y/n POV)

"Push Miss.L/n push" the delivery nurse said. So I did, a couple more and then a moment of silence. Then cries, cries of a baby, my baby. He's beautiful. Though it hurt, the pain was worth it. He was worth it. Then suddenly I remembered how 9 months ago, how he was made. I remembered... his father. Taehyung. He looked like him. They handed him to me. "What's his name?" they asked. Jihoon. I whispered.

Then they took him away to clean him and they took me and got me ready. After a week, we were on our way home. I had just bought a new house and Hyolin was "put in charge" and getting the place baby-proofed. When I walk through the door... "SURPRISE!!!" They yell and then quickly realize that I'm holding the baby and covered their mouths.

Y/n~ "shhh, he's sleeping"

Them~ "sorry"

Y/n~ "hehe it's ok, can you guys get the bags and take them upstairs?"

Them~ "Yep!!!"

It was a good day we just talked and ate all day, Jihoon was obviously asleep. Then when all the guests left, Hyolin and I cleaned a little but it was mostly her.

Hy~ "Hoseok texted me" she said as we sat down on the couch.

Y/n~ "Oh?"

Hy~ "He said he wanted to visit during the holidays, if that was alright with you"

Y/n~ "only him?"

Hy~ "HES not-"

Y/n~ "I know he's not coming back... but I'm still waiting for his reasoning for running"

Hy~ "k, it's Hoseok and Jungkook? Who's Jungkook?"

Y/n~ "KOOOKIEEEEE!!?!? Ouuuu yay! He's a close friend of mine"

Hy~ "ooohhhhhh I see. You should go rest"

Y/n~ "you sure you don't want any help?"

Hy~ "MHMM!"

Y/n~ "Okie goodnight" I got up and gave her a kiss on the cheek

Hy~ "Gn sis!"

I walked up stairs, to my room, Jihoon was sleeping. I didn't sleep. All I could think of was Tae. If he was taking care of himself, if he's behaving around the other members, if he had replaced me... As much as I hate him, I'm still in love with him. I miss him. I miss US. After an hour I finally knocked out.

Y/n it's over.

Please no! I begged.
Then I jolted up and realized it was all a dream. He's better without me, isn't he? He's happier, without me. I just wish he could see the beautiful child we made. I wish I could turn back time and maybe he'd stay.

But I guess I should just let it go. Good bye Taehyung.