After about an hour of talking to roc and playing with hope we decided to change her name.
me:hmmmm how do you feel about Naomi?
roc: I like Naomi.
me:I'm bored
roc:we still need a middle name.
me:Naomi Daminica Minaj. (A/N:I WAS GOING TO ACTUALLY NAME MY DAUGHTER NAOMI. HEHE:3)
roc: that's a nice name.
I put hope in her playpen and I sat back down on my bed.
me:I'm still bored.
then roc kissed me
roc:still bored?
me:*smirking*yep.
I got up and walked into my walk-in closet while roc followed. I have a bed in there for some reason. I laid down.
roc: *smirking *really
me:*acting innocent *what?
roc:*smirking*
trying to lead me on. oh that's low.
me:*smiling*I'm just relaxing.
roc laid next to me
me:I'm still bored.
roc: big guns it is.
roc sat up and I just laid there looking off to the side not paying any attention. roc kissed me.
me:*smiling*really?
I got up and walked back to my room. roc came up and wrapped his arms around my waist.
me:wait this needs something.
I grabbed my phone and started playing a slow song.I turned off the light and turned on my disco.
me:*smiling*now were ready
me and roc slow danced for 20 minutes then looked into each others eyes. we kissed.
roc: I love you
me:I love you too.
roc:maybe we should um well give hope back to your parents
me:will that make you happy?
roc:yes
me:YOU JERK!IT'S OVER GTFO MY HOUSE BEFO I BRAKE YO MOTHA FUCKIN ARM,DICK,AND LEG!
roc:fine.
he walked out and I walked into my parents room.
me:umm
Drake:yes
me:I think you should take hope back. I'm only 15 and I'm not ready.I still got things I want to do before I have a child G.C.O. BY NICKI
nicki: we understand. we'll take her back .
me:okay.*tearing up*just let me get her.
I grabbed hope and her things and put them back in her room.then I walked in the guest room and cried while nique comforted me.
nique: she's still your sister. you'll see her everyday.
me:*crying*I know but it won't be the same.
nique: sh sh it's gonna be okay. it was for the best.
me:*wiping tears**sniffing *your right.
nique: I know
me:*smiling *your the best sister ever. and guess what.
nique: what?