you probably wouldn't hear me
I thought once we made a
commitment
to each other,
this would stop
This
obsession
you have with your male friends,
scares me
You tell me not to be
jealous
but
they spend more time with you,
than I do
You say
they are only
friends
I am beginning to wonder
if you look at
me
the same way
I am afraid to ask you
to make a
decision
because
you have made it quite clear
that you want
and
need
them in your life
So
where does that leave me?
On the outside
looking in
I can’t stand this
anymore
I would say
good bye
but
you probably wouldn’t
hear me
