Thoughts that cross the mind

if its Your will then im ready

Strange are these days my Lord
Where all the rights I had learnt are deemed wrong
The ones that adviced me to some ways now are contradicting in every way
Once it's this then it's that
So complicated more than the above sentence my life appears
I stand in the middle..of I dunno where that's the state of my unawareness.. not knowing what to choose which way to take..who to punish whom to love or just remain the same way..
I finally decided il consult You
For I haven't yet forgotten that You are the best disposer of affairs
And like the past million times yet again you solved my miseries making it all so plain.. that if you fear Allah then do the right.. He won't burden you more than u can bare.. forgiving and patience are gems u call it rare but reward for it is beyond just being fair.. so I found my heart finally coming to a halt and taking a breath of relief from despair.. that if it is for You then I'm ready to bare all that comes my way.. just bcoz in the end it's your approval I need on the Judgement Day