Aly's
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Dad I called him he just walk near me and he hug me so tight. Never nyang nagawa saakin ito. I can feel shivers in my body. Maybe because its a hug from my father
Im so sorry Alyssa. He said and I pulled myself from him. Naiilang ako sa kanya
Its fine Dad. Im fine. I replied and I quickly grab my duffle bag. Obviously avoiding him.
Anak. He silently called me.
Una na ako Dad. Ayoko ng ganto sya. He's really acting weird. Kahapon lang pinalayas nya ako tapos ngayon ganto na sya kabait. Anong nakain nya? May sakit ba sya? I asked myself again.
I entered my Gallardo and sped off towards my unit. I tiredly slump myself on my couch. I massage my temple. Urgh. Wala nabang mas gaganda pa sa araw na ito? Puro kamalasan nalang. First yung encouter ko kay Marco, next is kay Kylie, tapos sa bahay. Then kay Dad. Sobrang solid naman masyado.
I quickly put an icepack on my face kasi sobrang visible ng bruises ng naging away namin nila Allen.
I hastily entered my bathroom and look at my face in the mirror. How did I deserve this? All the pain, tears from my family. Naging mabuting kapatid naman ako at anak. Why did these things happened to me? Suppose to be dapat nasa bahay kaming lahat kasi aalis na ako. Bakit ganto? I rested my hands on sink. Sobrang hirap. I bowed my head. my tears quickly shed. Hindi ko na alam paano ihahandle yung gantong pain. . I quickly enter the shower room and let the cold water touches my bare skin. I dried myself and put on my sweater and shorts.
I sat on my Mini Bar and grab a bottle of Jack Daniels. Fuck it. Fuck life.
I poured my glass and I drink it straight. It draws a line on my throat.
My tenth shot, I felt dizzy. Hindi ako ganon kasanay na uminom. I hate alcohols. Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit may mini bar ako sa Unit ko.
Im feeling dizzy. Feeling ko umiikot ang mundo ko. I grab my phone and dialled Kylie's number.
Second try, third try, fourth try, fifth and so on. No answers. Sa sobrang frustrations ko ay naibato ko ang cellphone ko sa pader. I stood up and walk towards my room. I can still smell Kylie's scent. I miss her. Fuck it. Super fucking miss.
I let myself lay down in my bed. Its a tiring day after all. Siguro if mawawala ako sa buhay nilang lahat. That would be better for them. My Dad, Brothers, and Kylie. Hindi ko na sila masasaktan. Hindi na ako magiging pabigat.
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I woke up with a fucking headache. Yes headache. I will never be drinking again. Sobrang shit lang nung feeling ko.
I stood up when I heard some voices in my Living room. I took a peak and it was Vic, Mika, and Kim.
The f are you guys doing here. Bati ko sa mga ito. Shit paano sila nakapasok.
Flying Iphone X? Mika said as she wave my broken phone.
Iba na talaga si Lieutenant General. Pabato bato nalang ng 76k Kim said and they all laughed. What's funny?
What the fuck guys. It's not funny. I said and I sat beside Kim. I tap her head at natawa naman ang dalawa sa ginawa ko.
Aray Tol. Sakit ha. Reklamo naman ni Kim. It was really funny.
So Tol. Bakit may lumilipad na iphone? Ara asked napasapo naman ako sa mukha ko.
We know something happened. Come on Bro. We're here. Mika said and I smiled. Hay meron pa pala akong sila. Im so thankful.
