Random Thoughts And Rants

I'm sorry

I'm sorry that I can't help my insecurities, I'm sorry that every time anyone mentions her name I tense up, I'm sorry that I don't want you to talk to her. How do you expect me to be okay with it? You were with her for 3 years. You fell for her once, what would stop you from falling for her again? I know she hurt you and I know you found me after that but sometimes I feel like you don't love me like you used to love her. You both had something special and with me it's just ordinary isn't it?

I wanna be special to you, maybe even more than she was, I want you to stop comparing me to her because I'll never be her. I'll never be the one who you fell for but I'll aslo never be the one to hurt you like she did. But I also don't want to be ordinary, I want to be special like she was.