Why did you come back? After all these years? Did you not hurt me enough the first time? You left me for her but I truly loved you. You think I would just be with you again? Your wrong. I can't..I won't hurt myself again. People say we had nothing. Maybe it was just a thing for you, but for me, it was so so much more than that.you can't just come back and say you want me. It's just not fair. Now that I'm finally over you you don't get to hop right back into my life. And the scariest part is that maybe I'll fall for you again, but by the time I do you'll get over me. It's like a circle. I hit hard on the ground but manage to get up every time. But i'm not quite sure I'll be able to do so this time. I can't even talk about it because it feels asif I've talked about it a lot already. So all I do now is think and right about it. But I know I'll get through it. I need to stay strong so I don't fall for you again. But I don't know how much longer I can do it.
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Random Thoughts And Rants
AcakIs it okay to not be okay? I'm sorry I can't help my insecurities. (Not a novel or a book, just some random stuff I wrote)
