One of her own

Supernatural struggle

**At Bella's**
After Bella went back home and changed her clothes, she told her mum about her day as usual.
"Bella how could you meet with this man again." " I didn't know that he was my date mum." "Why would you go on a date with a normal human in general!" Bella rolled her eyes and ignored her mum but she repeated the question again "To blend in MUM! Isn't that what i'm supposed to do to act normal ? Well breaking news that's what normal people do." She threw the book that was in her hands on the couch and went to her room slamming the door behind her
**Bella's POV**
~I hate that life. We are not normal so why can't we embrace it! Why can't we live with it instead of hiding it and fearing that normal people will find out about our secret like it would harm them i'm just sick of it.  So what if they knew that i am a M-~  Bella was deep in her thoughts until her mom's loud voice cut them."BELLAA come here give me a hand." ~ugh.~ "Coming." I went out of my room and sat on the couch.
"Yes mom what do you want." "We have to talk, sit" I had my mom's eyes, but her skin is pale and her hair is orange most of the time. She is one of that type of people who no matter how old are they, they still look young. My mum is 52 years old. "I know you are attached to this boy, but we can't bring humans into our lives it's for their own good more than ours." same old talk. "Yea  yea i know we can't bring humans into our lives, cause they will know what we are and it's alot for them to take in bla bla, i know all that mum but i don't get to choose my feelings for someone." i looked down at my hands on my lap, it was frustrating, the fact that we can't choose the one we want to spend the rest of our lives with, just because we are supernatural. "Look at us look at the mistake i made by marrying a human, and when he discovered the truth about what i really am he ditched us and it was awful and i don't want you to pass by this same situation baby girl." Yea right, my dad, who i never got to know properly because he left after he knew what me and mom really are. "Just like you said he ditched US which means if that boy did the same it won't be the first time my heart gets broken. Thanks to dad he was the first man on earth to hurt me, but luckily not all men are dad mom, Kevin is just different and he is open minded, so i don't think he will ditch me. He kept looking for me for a month. unlike MY dad who doesn't even know my age now." My voice broke with the last sentence, it has been a 19 years already but it still hurts that i didn't get to know my dad, that he didn't even want to meet me or talk to me. What could possibly kevin do that is worse than that. A tear fell from my mother's eye "I'm sorry you had to go through this in such a young age sweetie, i did all i can to fill his place but it's hard to be a mom and dad. Sorry i wasn't perfect." I snuggled cloe to her and wrapped her in a hug. "Oh mommy no don't say that, you have been enough for me you are all i need,  but mum how could i learn if you didn't let me make my own mistakes instead of learning from yours." My mom hugged me back tightly and kissed my head "You are sweetheart l, you are free to love whoever you want just please be careful i still don't want to see you hurt." i smiled and squeezed my mom's hand then looked her in the eyes and told her "I love you mom and i promise you i'll be careful. Good night." She pressed another kiss yet on my cheek and we pulled out of the hug and i went to my room, i felt there's something messing but i couldn't exactly know what is it so i just closed my eyes, and went i to deep sleep.