For 12 years I have only felt numb-ness.
For 12 years I selfharmed to feel alive.
For 12 years I hated the person I was.
For 12 years I hurt myself for who I became.
For 12 years I've though 'bout just ending it all.
For 12 years I've though it to be the easier way out.
For 9 years I used to live careless and free.
But for 12 years I was put in a box of depression and anxiety battling to be the one on top.
And for 12 years 8 months and 17 days that fight continues to battle on.
