In this world with eyes of strangers, sometimes well faked sometimes hardly meant or rather great pretensions. We are living amidst the awareness of survivals among the fittest being competitive to fit.
Though living differently pursuing to be someone big, great, inspiration to the youngsters -inside our chest were silent beats that fonder,hungry for a melody that tune within her rhythm.
Careless you mean that w/n a sprint you forgot the part of you that strives. Plummeting on the goal that set high upon you. Who cares ? You follow the seductive tempo that makes you feel blissful that fills your entire self that completes the other half.
Logical as it seems, though unlikely not, LOVE spell as four letter characters can basically curse a mighty spelled that makes you foolish.
Ending this prologue, is a story of a woman who falls in love w/ a man, a bachelor so much of a gentleman. Their love is beyond words to explain, deeply rooted and drowning as it can be. A touch, a simple gestures can heal their mood turning up their day.
" You will marry him Jhy ? Does he know already ?" Jell snapped on her sister as she touched the pages oh her book carelessly worrying about her sister who look pale and anxious.
" Not yet. What's the point though ?" Jhy answered flatly as she stare on her shaking hands staring on her dextrose tripping in her veins. " Besides, I don't want him to worry. And to face him like this ? C'mon. I don't want to look like a corpse standing near him" . She added while twitching her lips.
Jell exhaled desperately. She cosseted her sick twin patting her shoulder. " He loves you. He will understand. Trust him more will you ? And think of how he feels, you've been ignoring him for weeks already" Jell stated encouraging her.
Pauses. Inside the room were silence buzzing off louder than voices. Nothing but the rubbings of blankets, the turning of pages, their identical breaths. Just then Jhy broke the ice.
" You love me sis do you ?" Her voice trembling as she looked on her sisters eye. Jell laughed, melancholy as she gawk on her. " Are you playing tricks on me ? Of course !"
Jhy composed herself whilst holding Jell's hand squeezing it tightly. Around her eyes were tears she kept on holding back no not now don't fall. In her face were deep sadness but a glint of assurance.
" Doctor said I need only three months to recover just enough for me to be healthy before the wedding. For me please.. Jell-" She paused catching her breath, looking for words until she breath , a deep one and resumed
" see him for me. He will not find out. He don't even know I had a twin it was supposed to be some surprise. Will you ?"Jell dropped her shoulder. Thinking for the outcome, it was a big deal. She also had a heart in her own that wants someone and longing for own affection. But in front of her, was a pleading eyes her another half. Her half self. Is this right ?
".. pleasee Jell. It was only three months wasn't it ? I will come back.. pleasee ??"
And with that Jell can't speak no more. " You trust me ?"
" I do, because you love me sis. Right ?"
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Her Double
FanfictionShe ask me to be her double. As someone else fiancee. Why do I feel guilty ?