Her Double

CHAPTER ONE

Jell gather her self. She 's a good artist on her own though this one is a different show. Forget about pride, forget about ego, forget about Sehun. Sehun. That all in one package jerk. She mused on herself.

Completing the perfect show off, the twins exchange their things perfectly. Down to their phone to their drawers, their room, she even switch her style to her sisters when it chillin her persona to wear things such as these. I'm not picky, I have my style ? And pants are not on me. She's a die hard fan of skirts. It was more vibrant that pulls her womanly charm and innocence both at the same time.

"  I've been calling downstairs Jhy for like hours! Why the heck did you not even care to call me the whole week ? I'm crazy as hell. " Junmyeon blurted inside her room that shock her whilst he just throw himself on her bed- rather Jhy's bed. What in the world is this ? Without knocking ?

"Oh. Sorry. Finland is busy you know." Jell answered flatly. As she watched Junmyeon rolling on her bed now without taking notice on her. Does he feel it ? Does he know ?

" Oh. Really ? C'mon. We pledge to be our priority from life till death from now on and not a single call Jhy. Not a message. And what's with your coldness ? "  Junmyeon stated as he rose from being comfortable lying down to stretching his back and sitting across Jell.

Coldness. It was their difference. She was born with warmth she guess but it was not dominant just like Jhy. She don't believe in warmth after all when that stupid Sehun is cold towards her after all. But Jhy is different. Her outstanding personality is that warm smiles the lit her petite, slim built. On her face were smiles that was meant to be shared. Her unlimited bulk for everyone.

" Ah. Sorry. I'm just tired from my flight. That's all." Jell answered and left him alone the room. She wanted to run away. Well the deal is to meet him right ? meet not to entertain afterwards. Clear as her mind.

She run through the fridge to get some water to replace the missing liquid she lost while fidgeting in front of Suho. Oh well that guy's nickname. Not bad after all. He got the looks let say. But not like Sehun. Oh speaking of that guy.

" And you dare to leave me in your room without proper excuse me. " Suho shoot at her. He followed her down way and now they were two inches away. Jell hold her breath. Thinking. Suho stare at her, but she cannot decipher his emotions. What's with this guy seriously ?

" I just... get - thirsty out of the blue" Her excuse. So lame but quite acceptable for her at least.

" What's with this ? I don't know but we sounded , I mean non excited. " Suho then back away and sat on the nearest couch lying himself comfortably again. Jell breath out of relief. I thought he's going to hug me or something. Gash. I'm sick of this fiancee thingy.

There were plain silence inside the house but inside Jell, she wanted to complain about everything. To shoo Suho away and just be Jell herself not anyone. But it was too late. She's trapped inside their twinny thingy promise.

Darting her eyes all over the place she notice Suho slowly falling asleep on the white couch with his head resting on the white sofa pillows. He's white as them. Just enough for her sisters taste. Fare good looking guy. She manage to walk near him and take a good look.

His lashes was long enough to compliment that eyes shaped like a hazy curve line infantile and that brows, manly but sexy. His nose that was not overly pointed blending his thin pink lips webbing his cool appearance.

He moved pushing himself at the side of the couch providing ample space that distract her. " Wanna lie down ? I miss you Jhy. " slowly, gently, sheepishly he utter.

It struck her. If only her sister were here she probably can lift her dying spirit. Her sister's love for him was so much. She know it. And this man his love was surreal. In her sister's stead she replied. " I- I miss you too.. "

He smiles. Slowly opening his eyes. " That is what I want to hear the whole time dork. You play hard to get now huh. Come here Jhy .Let's take a nap together" while patting the space near him.

She couldn't hold it furthermore. Trailing on the rest room she slammed the door. " Oh goodness!" It hurts her every time Suho called her sister. It was pathetic for him , for her, for Jhy. Her tears rolled down. Sorry. She feel sorry for Suho. And for herself.

It won't help. She dialed Jhy who responded quick. In her line she heard the unstable breath of Jhy. Her clear picture was in her head 
smiling despite of pain.

you okay Jell ?

" I'm not ! He told me Jhy he misses you. I know I know, I'm acting -over acting. Okay I accepted that but Jhy c'mon! Let's just tell him huh ?"

what if- what if he leaves me Jell ? what will I do ? All through out from day 1 you know he's my everything - crap. I love him so much. Tell him that. I love him and I miss him sooo much.

On the line she saw Jhy crying, grieving sadly. She put her phone down and open her video for her sister to see her. Both of them weep as if they lost their own stars. She couldn't contain it anymore.

" Here Jhy, can you imagine yourself, picture it out Suho hugging me. Or worst -! I don't intend to hurt you or something but let's be rational please. Can you tolerate ?"

Her voice echoing in despair as she tried, trying to say it in less hurting manner but whatever or however, it was painful.

I consider that Jell hundred , no thousand times. It doesn't matter. Hug him when needed, kiss him when he wants to. That's fine. I'm aware and known him for five years he does that thinking it was me. So whenever he does that it was meant for me. It was for me.

" For you ? Right. "

It was obnoxious. I was never been hugged by anyone in my life. I also dream of first hug and kisses from my own love knight. But because of this stupid heartbreaking story I shall give up. Her brain clogged and stop for a minute when a figure comes rushing inside the room.

" You f-fine Jhy ?"

She almost jump on her feet as she saw Suho entering the bathroom with worried expression hinted on the way he ask her

" I'm f-fine !" as she wipe her face dry rubbing her palms on her pants. She was still frantic when she notice that Suho was staring on her phone and that even makes her panic.Jell instantly grabbed her phone but Suho took a grip on her wrist.

" Why didn't you tell me ?" commanding voice and that glare that irk her.

" tell-tell you what ? ah- th-this ? Oh I'am ughh-- " searching for excuses, slimes that can dodge him, that crap curiousity of him.

" You got a sick sister Jhy ?" he slowly let go of her hands getting her phone on her hands slowly as gently. He wrap his arm around her shoulder that give her that shiver vibes that ran through her. " You didn't tell me though".

And that was scared Jell the most. Suho started to raise her phone just enough for them to fill the screen. She struggle to get off Suho's arms but he's a man after all.

" Hi mam. I was Suho Jhy's boyfriend. How do you do? I will clear and try to make sometime to meet you. Please recover and regain your health. Jhy worries a lot. "

She tried to meet her sister's eyes but all she can see is agony.