Jhy keep on eating until the last spoonful of soup. Ever since she had this crap leukemia, she had the desire to devour everything at the table. Nonetheless being hungry, and empty. Always ended weak and drained.
She wiped her face w/ the napkin adjacent to her bed and sip a cold water from her glass. Albeit the hearty meal, she lied down again feeling restless.
"Feeling good ?"
Jell asked as she put the dishes away and placed them at the sink. With holding her gaze at Jhy who sternly look at the ceiling.
" Now without Suho. "
She speak softly, meekly, emotionless. Speaking. Jell was reminded by the letter Junmyeon left for her. How about Jhy ? Regarding on how she lied on him, still she deserved something.
"Uh - h-how about a .. something like a- hmm.. message. Yeah. Sort of. Did he left you w/ .. w/ - "
Jell trailed off w/ her words jittery crossing over her. Was she feeling guilty ? Did she let herself grow fond of him ? Is it greed already? And lastly, was it wrong?
".. letters to help find clues at least"
She continued easing herself calming down. Hoping Jhy will never noticed her nervousness.
"Hmm. None. Dr. Chen just informed me. He was getting late for his flight. Junmyeon's thing. Always the last minute human."
" Brutal."
She commented and Jhy slightly chuckled. They let the momentary silent rampant inside. But broken by the buzzing of Jell's phone. She reluctantly picked it up and mused before sliding the answer button.
CALLING: mngr. Kyung
"Yes manager?.. Uh yes yes we're fine.. yep general director Lu I talked to him.. Hmm? WH-WHAT?"
I found Suho Jell.
Enough for her to excused herself inside the air tight room. She hold a tight grip on her phone until she finally ask.
"Where ?"
At the hospital.
"Why ? That Suho jerk being dramatic.. and hospital?"
She don't have time to think or was she rather curious? No range maybe. Is he just working?
Crap why the heck run away from me? I'm uh- gash. That annoying little thing.
The feeling of left alone w/o a trace of disappearance left her sleepless during the spare minutes she had considering the fact that she never left Jhy. She kept on thinking why for pete's sake he don't dare telling her goodbye. And now what? Just back to his usual? CRAP THAT USUAL WORK.
For a while, she decided to keep it a secret from her twin.
Patient. I don't know why but he's a patient.
"Patient? Him?"
Her mind went hazy and haywire and blank. Unbelievable. She just saw him all healthy- until she recollect the last time she saw him. Pale.
"Suho ? hospital? Patient?"
Jhy's voice echo on her ears. She left the doors swung open. Crap my stupidity.
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Sehun let out a growled of frustration inside his office. What the. Imagine the fact.
Attending to the party of the groom of your first love? Heavens curse. Wishing them both well. Celebrating for their freaking love eternally. Laughing your butt for their freaking happiness. Not to mention their freaking upcoming wedding. When they were freaking tie their knots.
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Her Double
FanfictionShe ask me to be her double. As someone else fiancee. Why do I feel guilty ?