AFTER 1 YEAR
How Xiumin announced Junmyeon's death echoed in my ears like I just heard it yesterday. Clearly playing in my mind during my solitude.
During those dreadful and painful moment, the epitome of pain strike me to the maximum extremely that it keeps me numb.
So after a year of grieving and lamenting, I decided to rebuild my life. Start anew. Guess what ? Yeah. Vacation. Vacation. The perfect hangover treatment for grievances. *Ringing.
Calling: mom
"Yes mommy ? I am here at the airport."
Did you bring anything ? Your cards? Are you sure you can carry yourself around-
My mom really nags a lot. 24/7 and I'm full of her life lessons. Don't and Do's. Understandably.
"Yes mom I am-"
Call me any hour. No. Update me any minute of your place or I'm going to fly myself and search you in Paris. Got it ?
"Yes yes mommy. I'll hang up. I saw him already. Hmm. Bye. Love you too. "
I place my phone on my bag and walk towards the waving figure wearing a light brown coat w/ black turtle neck jacket under neath and a pale blue jeans pair in timberland dark brown shoes. His attire was completed by his gucci watch and the natural charms and sexiness he exert.
"I never dare to become delusional. But is this for real? Mr Gucci fetch me?"
" Oh my. I never dare to break goodbyes before but my stunning friend here has a strong impact."
"You promise to tour me around Paris okay Kai?"
"Of course. Leave it to me."
Kai smiles sexily getting my luggage and roll them on the floor. We exchange chats and fill our lungs w/ laughter as we reach the parking lot to get on his car.
Chivalry is not dead when he open the door and shielded my head whilst I hop inside. He took the driver's seat and coolly drives the steering wheel.
I strap my seatbelt and admire the romantic sensation around the air. Closing my eyes. Cold breeze pass my cheeks freezing me but it keeps me warm. Leaving my loneliness w/o a trace along the way.
"It's been one year right?"
Kai interjected. I nod my head as a response keeping my eye on the road.
"Can't believe, it's been long already. One year ago without Jhy" I chimed in.
I suppress the pain letting the cold wind freeze them.
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Close. Open. Close. Open. Half awake. I was confused as to where dimension I was in. White walls, white bed, white- ALARMED.
I got up quickly and pull my blanket. Hospital. I was inside the hospital. Trembling I reach my slippers. It's a big joke. No. Everything is an orchestrated play.
"Jell. I brought your favorite. It took me time to prepare everything so rest assured they taste the best. Take a bite."
Manager put down the bag of meals he brought on the table. Tell me I'm brat but I don't care. I must prove that my memory is distorted, slovenly arranged and falsely filled w/ unknown events.
"N-no. Manager. I-I must head and check on Suho. H-he..he-he told me to get-ge-get.. get the flash drive b-but.."
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Her Double
FanfictionShe ask me to be her double. As someone else fiancee. Why do I feel guilty ?