Her Double

CHAPTER 2

( i write this on Suho's perspective so please don't be confuse. Of course he thinks that this person beside him was his fiancee)

Suho unknowingly fall on his knees upon seeing the person inside the phone. She was pale and weak her lips dry, she smiles whilst shaking. He glinted. She was faking them. Her smiles. It was confusing for him but why does he feel like he had known this person ? Attachment ? He felt them instantly.

That view wretched him. His knees wobbled good thing Jhy help him get up and take him back on the couch he said on his mind.

" You wanted anything ?" She asked in the middle of him sorting out his cloudy feelings and anxiousness over the sick.
"water. water's fine" answered him flatly.

That woman. He thought, why , what happened? He's wearing thin. Why is he overly concern?And his heart. That irregular pace making his breath harder giving him tight chest. It jabbed him. This time the only thing he wanna do is cry. Cry everything for him to be at ease in the least. And he couldn't hold it much more. His tears welled up. He hate himself crying for someone he just met inside the screen.

" Ugh- Hmm.. Su-Suho. C'mon." A hand patted his back. "everything will be alright okay ? She will be back after three months and we will be happy after that."

Kid like nodding his head, Suho reach for the water that was handed by Jhy on his mind. He look at him fondly.

"Don't get sick Jhy. I'll die if you do." He hug him tightly grateful for her being alive and well when behind him were two souls uttering 'im sorry.

After the pampering, Suho decided to go home and Jhy waved at him. He was puzzled for everything she had done for him today. She usually don't ask for anything. Water is on hand without him telling to, Jhy usually kiss his cheek upon seeing him throwing a fit. It does confused him. She's just tired. And her sister. He reasons and smile as he waved himself goodbye.

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Jhy looked outside the window on her room 38th floor from the ground. Sky here seems closer than the ground. Feels like she could reach them if she only stretched her hands a little more. How does it feel to be healthy again ? Healthy is a word she can define well and a good memory she always look back to.

" Baby dear, you wanted anything ?"

"Suho. I wanted him mom. I wanted to be healthy again mommy, to be beautiful again in his eyes. A pretty bride"

Without turning her head she saw her mom crying. She couldn't cry anymore. Her tear is much drowning and sinking. She got nothing left.

" Then why did you let your sister take your place huh ? You do trust her really ?"

Worried ? Yes. All moms are likely her. But Jhy only smiles still looking outside pondering on the heavens.

"Nope. It was comforting if ever I left there is someone to take care of Jell. She's still my baby sister who's 10sec younger than me. "

Dumbfounded. Her mother turn her cold cheeks to look at her much directly. Mom being a woman loose control on herself and sobbed again. She pat her, rubber her face, arrange her hair neatly, holding her hands warming it.

" C'mon Jhy. What do you really want to do huh ? It's bad to play with feelings. About Suho that kid. You know him, his love so pure and sincere."

Jhy patted her mother back. In difficulties but at ease.

" Mom listen, I will undergo my chemo later. I don't know how long I can fight. Between my health and love it was too much for me to hold onto them both. What shall I give up to make everything finer?"