Some Pain can't Fade Away

Chapter Nine : Insomnia

PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU READ THE CHAPTER : 

I would like to say thank you for reading this story, Smile the pain away was my first story ever so to see people reading that and onto this, i appreciate it. However, allot of people wants Eliza's  memory to come back, or want Chris to just drop the bomb on her. It's not that easy. She went through alot and that could cause more problems so that's why Chris was taking baby steps in telling her. He doesn't know how she'll take it all in. Also, him telling her won't make her remember, as you see being Virginia triggered bad feelings (The house) and her flashback from the first book. 

About the flashback! The people who actually commented where it was from you were close Lol. No body actually got it right because it was Prologue not the first chapter. But i still love you. 

But No, Eliza won't regain her memory for another few chapters. But there's alot of stuff finna happen. 

~Eliza 

"Eliza, i'm prescribing you to Insomnia pills." Dr.David said, i sighed. I haven't been to sleep in four days straight. Everytime i close my eyes i'll get a nightmare that seem so real. I couldn't handle them so i stayed up. When i told Dr.David the first night, i just said i'll be fine so he told the hospital i'll be taking time off of work until i'm stable. I seen Payton and Levi when i first got back from VA, Levi was alright and she's wake now, but she has to take it easy. She's sad that she can't get out of the bed to play with her sister. 

"Fine." i mumbled, he looked at me over his glasses before averting his eyes to his clipboard and kept writing. The silence made me look around, i knew this place like the back of my hand. Seven years every Tuesday and Thursdays. Even if it was an hoilday, he didn't mind me coming to his house, and we'll talk there and he'll let me stay for dinner that his wife cooked. 

"Well, when you went to Virgina, did these dreams occur?" he questioned, 

"That when it happened the first time, but Chris woke me up." i said pulling the selves of my sweater over my hand. 

He stopped writing and looked up, "You met Chris?" he asked with a sly smile. i nodded before remembering how Chris found out extra information. 

"I know you told him what i was treated as, it's fine."  i said, he didn't say anything but finish writing up my script. I sighed looking down, i felt Dr.David lean closer to me and rub my back, smeptacially. 

"Eliza, your different, yes its been seven years but you being connecting to your family, i believe it'll come back soon." he said giving me the paper. I smiled and gave him a hug, he stiffen alittle before hugging me back. 

"Thanks Dr.David." i pulled away as he place the clipboard on his lap and cleared his throat looking in the other direction. 

Whatsup with him? 

 I shook the thought out of my head, before picking up my purse and pulling it across my chest. "I'll see you later, Next Thursday." he nodded without looking at me and i left. Walking through the Facilty until i made it through the lobby and outside to the heat, i placed my sunglasses over my eyes and kept walking until i reached my car. 

 When i unlocked the doors to my car, i slide in throwing my purse into the passenger seat and put the keys in the ignition. I decided to just get my prescription now, pulling off, i went to the CVS that was near my apartment complex.

Minding my own business, i parked in the handicapped parking spot before pulling my sign and putting it in my car so it was visible through the windshield. With dizziness being one of the sytmots of my anesmia for some reason, they handicapped me. They didn't even want me to drive but i had to beg for that privilege. 

Walking inside, i took my sunglasses off before making my way through the aisles, to reach the back where the Pharmacy was located. "Hey, Eliza, any refills?" Patrica, the pharmacist asked, i shrugged. I don't know if i have any refills. 

"I don't know but i'm here for a new prescription." i said, she nodded as she typed on the computer. 

"Yes, Dr.David did put that through, you also have refills available for Midazolam and Xanthinol Nicotinate. Would you want that as well?" she asked, i sighed and nodded. Normally I have so much medication you'll think i'm a druggie. I don't know why they give me the Midazolam when its before surgery they say it's also for amnesia. 

Now i have another medication to take for Insomnia, i swear i have to much to worry about. If i don't take these medications, i feel dizzy then i'll have to go to the hospital. 

"I also put your medication in for Dysemorrhea, That's alright is it?" he asked, i smiled faintly and nodded. If you don't know, Dysemorrhea is just painful menstrual cramps but most likely emergency painful. The doctor said since i was rape so badly, every time i would have an menstrual cycle i would have a pain. They said if i would've gotten Endometrial Ablation, i would'nt have to worry about it. 

But the bad part is, i wouldn't be able to have kids if i did have the procedure, as of right now i have an 35% of even conceiving or going full term if i do. But i'll take my chances for my future. 

"All done Eliza, have a nice day sweetheart," she said i smiled and grabbed the bag. Since i was already in CVS i decided to pick me up a few snacks when i bumped into somebody making their items fall. 

"I'm so sorr-- Michael?" he looked at and smiled. I looked down and picked up what he dropped which was a box of condoms? 

"Well i guess these belong to you." i mumbled giving it back, he chuckled before taking them. 

"How you been Eliza? I just wanna say sorry about the gift-" 

"I've been fine, but pretty violated that you just want sex from me." 

He opened his mouth to say something, "I didn't mean it like tha-" 

"It's fine, lets just forget about it."  

he nodded, "So, what have you been up too? i stopped by your place like a week ago, a neighbor said you went out of town?" 

I found it pretty odd that he just showed up at my place, but i wasn't going to say anything. "Uh, Yeah, i just went to Virginia, i met my dad- or my uncle that's my dad or-- its complicated, Chris explained that part to me, he took me to my old house but i had an emergency so he didn't tell me anything else though." 

Michael frowned when i mentioned Chris, what happened with these two? Michael frowns when Chris is mentioned and Chris nearly looks like he wants to kill somebody when i mention Michael. 

"What the matter?" i asked, i turned around to grab some pringles. I turn to look at Michael. He licked his lip a little. 

"Can you promise me something?" 

I quirked up my eyebrow, " What are you talking about?" my eyes traveled down to the condom box, would you take somebody seriously if they had one in their hand? 

"Just stay away from Chris. Ight?" 

"Wh-" 

"I don't want you hurt alright, if you want answer just Google him and Rihanna-" 

"Oh my gosh, your Tyga!" a voice said behind me, cutting him off he gave me an apoglic look before talking to them which gave me my cue to leave. I put my pringles back and left. 

Why should i stay away from Chris? He's the only one who knows what i need to know. 

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Next Chapter will be kinda eye watering Lol. 

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-Kennedy