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We finally made it home, and now Jack is in the shower and I'm on my bed, scrolling through my social media. I found a post from Jack, stating that he was leaving in a few days.
I sighed and put my phone down, figuring it was time to figure out my decision. 'I don't want to leave Jack, but I also don't want to leave Mark. I have been around Mark my whole life...
Maybe it's time for a change. Change of scenery; Change of people around me; Change of lifestyle. (You'll get what I mean, I explain it later.) But, then again, no one really likes change. Do they? Most people want things to stay the same. But I guess I'm different from most people.
I've always wanted to go to a different country to live. Yeah, I've went to visit different places, but not Ireland. (Doesn't he live in Brighton now? I've confused myself, so we're gonna say he lives in Ireland.) Hell, if I move over there, I can go visit a bunch of other places that I haven't even heard of, and Jack would be with me, that's a huge plus.
Jack would always be by my side. He would be there if I needed him, or if I didn't, but I'll always need him now. He can show me around town, take me to nice places, and I would enjoy and appreciate all of it. Of course, I would do something for him in return, whether it be take him to nice places or something more... intimate.
I've been in LA for a few years, and I'm getting tired of the places, mostly because I've already been to them more than once. I mean, don't get me wrong, the arcade and stuff is fun, but it can get boring after a while.
Maybe I should go with Jack...
I know I want a change of scenery. I'm tired of the heavily polluted air here. I want to see the rolling grass fields, the tall trees, the cute little farm houses among all of that. I want to be able to take a step out of my front door and take a deep breath of fresh air, not the gray smog that we consider air here.
I want a change of people, too. Different people means different atmosphere to the places you go to. Around here, most people are strangers, and they want to keep it that way. Over in Ireland, I'm sure there are people like how people are in LA, but from what I've heard from Jack's videos and Jack in person, they're pretty nice all around. That would mean that every place you go, I'm sure that most people are going to be friendly and talk to you, creating that nice atmosphere for everybody.
Do I really want a change of lifestyle? I want to keep my job as a YouTuber, but not this busy living lifestyle I have now. I usually get up, make a video or two, then quickly go out to the convenience store if Mark or I need anything, literally only talk to the cashier, and then go home just as fast as I had drove before. I want to be able to figure out people's names, not just shy away from everyone except my friends and family. But, there is a few fans every now and then, but that's beside the point.
Does Jack live in a small or large town? Or city? I've heard him mention Dublin a few times, and I'm assuming that's where he lives. That's the capital of Ireland though, right? (Not sure) There would be lot of people there. It would be just like living here. Shying away, not even noticing people around. Do I want that?
It's a hard choice that I have to make. Go with him or stay here. Sounds simple, but multiple difficulties lay in the way of my decision. I think I know what I'm going to choose. I'm going to-'
"(Y/n)! Baby? Come here!" Jack rolled my name, yanking me from my thoughts.
"Where are you?" I yelled back.
"My room!"
'He must've slipped by without me noticing.' I stood up from my bed and made my way to his room, leaning on the door frame, a small smile on my face.
"Yes, handsome?" I said, making him turn around from his luggage, a smirk forming on his face.
He trotted over to me, placing his hands on my shoulders. "I'm sorry if I'm rushing you, but have you made your decision yet?"
I smiled and sighed, "That's what I was thinking about when you were showering. Let me talk to Mark, then I'll let you know." He nodded and I kissed his cheek.
I wrapped my arms around his torso and left wrapped his around my shoulders, resting his head on mine. We squeezed each other tighter then let go, pecked each other on the lips, and I went on my way to Marks room with a smile on my face.
I knocked on Mark's bedroom door, hoping that he was in there.
"Yeah?" Mark said, his voice slightly muffled from the door.
"I need to talk to you." I said, a small wave of nervousness hitting me.
I heard shuffling, then footsteps, and the door swung open, revealing a messy looking Mark. His hair was standing up on end, shirtless, and he looked like he just woke up. "What's up, sis?"
His voice sounded rough, sort of like he was getting sick. I shook my head, getting my mind back on task. "I'm thinking about moving."
Alright! Chapter 29 coming at you with 1000+ words!
(So sorry for a shorter chapter, I feel like writers block is slowly making its way to me. If I don't post one day, don't worry. It doesn't mean that I'm going to drop to story.)
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